sheryl1953's Journal

i guess venting would be a better entry title. im so lonely all the time thank goodness my sons are doing ok or better than that. my friends have not called in weeks. i never understood the expression the silence is deafening now i do understand the noilses of the house the gurgling of the fish tanks and really nothing else. i need some magic or something to help me with what im feeling. i rarely come here anymore because i cant deal with my pain how can i read others and help them. i cant help myself. i hope like my mother i wont be alone too long.