I am working on fixing up my house, new windows, new driveways, new porches. My life is turning today, but sometimes it isn't. And I can never say when I'll just stop. And after I stop, I'm never sure I will start again.
I am working on fixing up my house, new windows, new driveways, new porches. My life is turning today, but sometimes it isn't. And I can never say when I'll just stop. And after I stop, I'm never sure I will start again.
reading, card playing on pokerstars, seeking enlightenment/wellness/wholeness, avoiding jackasses and all their cousins. loving my husband, being grateful every day. I isolate, isolate, isolate. what the fuck is wrong with me...
reading, card playing on pokerstars, seeking enlightenment/wellness/wholeness, avoiding jackasses and
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ok, she loves me, she told me so.
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this year Christmas at our home will be spent on the Saturday following Christmas. That leaves a couple of people in my family out in the …
thanks foryour response
thank you! what's up?
Hi Mae, hope things r ok with you and your not too busy, remember and make time for yourself, I'm still calling u mae cause u said u miss it xx
I'm sending u flowers today because I think u need them to cheer you up, it's not your fault whats happened to your son, and at the end of the day maybe having a smaller apartment may work out better for them in the long run who knows, only time will tell.. I think your way too hard on yourself about issues that you can't control, maybe you need to remind yourself of that, after all isn't there supposed to be a bigger plan than us out there, we all go through our challenges to make us stronger people, your sons maybe just going through one of those transitions and he has a lesson to learn.. if he doesn't then the cycle will keep repeating itself until he's learnt.. we can't control everything.. and I agree with you about the computer, I really need to get a new one, but I'm not able financially at the moment, I'll get there though, the house is looking lovely now, just bits and pieces still needing done now.. it looks more like a home..
love always from me...
told you stop being hard on urself, I'm going to keep reminding you *wink*
thinking of and missing you, hopefully soon I'll be back to normal and all cosy in my new home and I'll have all the time in the world again xxx
I am embarrassed by my weight and feeling hopeless & helpless, giving in & giving up. My husband told me I was crying in my sleep this morning. I am cringing being me.
I have not worked for over a year and I feel too tired and defeated and overweight to even try. I must be waiting for some sort of miracle because I am not doing anything to help myself.
I'm fat which makes me crazy. I need to take responsiblity and quit whining. there.
too thin, healthy weight, little overweight, fat, less fat, more fat, less fat, even more fat, less fat, even fatter......etc.etc.etc.
