Journal Entry for October 5, 2008
i cant wait to get some energy back got money today in my purse and not at the casiono ypee horway I have another day good night all kristi
i cant wait to get some energy back got money today in my purse and not at the casiono ypee horway I have another day good night all kristi
I had a dream I was in prison that brought back some bad memories there is nothing like loosing your freedom esspessially when it can be …
why do things always seem to be so difficult no one ``allows anyone to be themselves they want everyon to change for thm. its so frustrating
everyone is having tragedys world wide and here we are gambeling our last dollar away. today is 9-11 where several lives were lost lets not loose our …
its been 7 days and I feel better and hopeful I know there is only victory to come from this and there is only pain and agony if I continue in this …
I have lost everything due to gambeling Ive been in prison I have had the good life and lived on the streets. I hate myself sometimes and what addiction does to people I want to get on track and I know I can do it.
Although my child didnt die I have pretty much lost all my children to addiction issues. while I was in prison my ex took my child who is almost 8 I havent seen him since he was 3. I dont know where he is I have tried to find him but have had no luck. I feel like a failure sometimes he is not the only child I have lost. I lost custody of all my children because of my own doing. I am sober now but it doesnt make up for the mistakes i have made. 2 of my kids are in prison.I have failed them.