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witedove1 
2:22am, September 6, 2008
Well I have often wondered why bad luck followed me around and I still don't know but it is definately gotten worse. I have spent my life trying to help people, listen when they needed it, and spare feelings if possible. I was always the one to stay and talk to the elderly and the one to stick up for the underdog. I have went out of my way to treat others how I wanted to be treated and as of now I definately don't believe in Karma. I used to think that what goes around will come around but that doesn't seem to be the case. In the last two months (in no particular order): Both our vehicles have broke down, my husbands job was making him sick (cuz of lead) and he had to quit, now he can't find another one and is still really weak, the dogs chewed through the internet line and can't afford to replace it, my air conditioner quit (and you know how well heat and fibro go together...not), part of our electric box died so no electricity in half the house, even my fan broke. And all of that is just the tip of the ice burg. Everything takes money to fix and we have none, and now even if he finds a job he wouldn't be able to go to it. We are in a deep dark hole and I have no idea how to get out. Any positive comments or prayer would be greatly appriciated. You could also text me too. Miss ya all and hope to be back soon.
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Talking to people makes me feel better and helps me keep my mind off of what is going on. My computer is in my living room and I just leave it on so I can see if I get messages. So I am usually around somewhere if anybody wants or needs to chat. My IM thingy through this website doesn't seem to be working for some reason and i can't figure out why but I have myspace IM, windows/msn IM, and yahoo IM. So if ya wanna chat, send me a message with your name or ask for mine. Hope all is having a great week, take care, ttyl. Misty
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This is a song that an old friend wrote and I always loved. I wanted to write something other then about my illness so I'm writing it. Hope you enjoy!
Who Said
Don't shed a tear for me,
shed a tear for Life,
cuz it don't really matter,
I've made up my mind.
Who said you got to sit down,
To keep your roots under the ground,
You said you wanna be free,
to see what there is to see.
Don't shed a tear for me,
shed a tear for Prayers,
cuz if you really need,
you can call on them.
Who said you got to sit down,
To keep your feet on the ground,
I said I wanna be free,
to see what there is to see.
Don't shed a tear for me,
shed a tear for Love,
cuz its the thing that reaches me,
when I'm feeling lost.
im sorry things are shitty",it doesnt rain it pours,,i wonderd what had happend to you..hope it turns around soon,,huggs di.xxx
dideede
Oh honey! That sounds so awful, but I have been where ya are now and it will get better....I will keep you and your family in my prayers...I had been worried about ya! Lots of love and soft hugs to you!!!!!!! If ya want to chat, catch me on msn....xoxo Jen
charmedshadow