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lisajoelsmom 
Today is a new day Joel and all of my friends here, I have sat outside and enjoyed the little things, such as the birds singing and playing with Aunt Lorrie's doggie kids. Joel, Easter is coming up, don't worry I will still make you an Easter Basket just as I have always done all of your life, Your baby sister and I will dye more eggs and hide some for you too. I had a talk with GOD today, and I feel much better, the load does feel somewhat lighter today. I did decide to resign from my job, will find another one after Easter, I need some time for me. I will be making a mission trip overseas in August with Dr. Brian to take care of the sick children, we will go with the priest, God has called me as an RN to take care of those in need, so no one will change my mind about this, of course Maw Maw Jean worries that something will happen to me overseas, but I trust God's calling. Joel, it is beautiful out, everything is green, flowers are blooming, a new season, a new chapter of my life without you. But as always you are always in my heart, thoughts,and my whole being, your memory continues to live on.... Michael asked me to marry him, your sister loves him, your son has met him as well, I must admit I am quite scared to make that step again, but I am talking with Father Fred about it all. I know you loved Brian, (your step father), but baby you knew our marriage was over many years ago, give Michael a chance, his son Chad remembers you from high school. I love you baby, I will be by for my weekly visit this week. In my heart always and forever, Mom XXXOOO
