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bipolarfolse 
i cannot stop thinking of stephanie. i think i loved her. my dream was so intense. but its been so long. maybe its a way i torture myself. i looked for her on the internet. i've been daydreaming about her. ooooooooooooh! one of those up and down relationships. very intense. but maybe i was young. and what happened. knew her 5yrs. she was so nice to me. was it bipolar. did i suspect there was something wrong with me. i think i was a little off my rocker.
uh i wish i could love someone again. but can i. what would it take. shit. i wanna lose weight get in shape. look good and feel good. then this sweet lady would come along. and i'll give in. i might take a bunch of paxils and go nuts.
well i hope we r all in a good relationship. because i miss one. and drive myself crazy looking.
oh well it will improve. i have lost some weight. miss ya steph.
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I know what it is like to dream of an old boyfriend, and then wake up the next day and feel the need to think about your relationship or try to find them. It's sad when someone gets away from you. You will meet someone. How can you not? As soon as that leg gets healed, and your on that bike, well, chicks dig that! :) How about trying one of those dating match services you see online?
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