Been Awhile
November 18, 2009 1:57am
well it's been awhile since i journaled. i have fully survived the motorcycle accident. back riding again. trying to cheer up. that wrecked …
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bipolarfolse
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About Me
bipolarfolse
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About Me
i have never been married or children. live alone in an apt i just moved in. i attend the phoenix center in wr. i'm diagnosed bipolar one. first found out in 03. in 97 i knew something was wrong. i'm not sure what to do with my life right now. hopefully i can take care of myself. its nice to talk to people who understand bipolar. i do not work. i was lucky in 08 to start receiving social security disability. waited 2yrs. so i wanna take care of myself. i can give advice on bipolar and applying for disability. God Bless. i have recently started a relationship. her name is kelly(kelala on daily). well she lives in pennsylvania and me in ga. so it will be long distance. but it doesn't seem to matter. we both care a lot. we chat everyday. so thxs kelly
i have never been married or children. live alone in an apt i just moved in. i attend the phoenix center in wr. i'm diagnosed bipolar one. first found out in 03. in 97 i knew something was wrong. i'm not sure what to do with my life right now. hopefully i can take care of myself. its nice to talk to people who understand bipolar. i do not work. i was lucky in 08 to start receiving social security disability. waited 2yrs. so i wanna take care of myself. i can give advice on bipolar and applying for
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Interests
riding my motorcycle, talking to friends, my dog, movies, sports. but things don't get me as excited as they use to. http://www.romanticpoetry.com/special2.html . i love to instant message with people. djfolse2000@yahoo.com or djfolse2000@hotmail.com just say your from daily
riding my motorcycle, talking to friends, my dog, movies, sports. but things don't get me as excited
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Recent Activity
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4 hugs received, 3 journal comments, 2 hugs given, 1 journal post
Friday
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bipolarfolse commented on e4now’s journal entry eZ thoughts 3:23pm
hope it goes ok. try to relax and think positive. your ok. you'll be fine.…
Thursday
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bipolarfolse commented on Pennyphone’s journal entry When one thing leads to another and another and another 11:19pm
wow thats a lot of stuff. seems like your having a lot of racing thoughts, common with bipolar. try to…
Wednesday
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bipolarfolse gave lucilu a hug 4:29am
hey i saw your goal. interesting. i wish i could fix some things on my body…
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bipolarfolse wrote a journal entry: Been Awhile 1:57am
well it's been awhile since i journaled. i have fully survived the motorcycle accident. back riding…
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bipolarfolse changed their mood to OK 1:57am
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Journal
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suicide
August 4, 2009 12:44am
i watched a good documentary. a 15 yr old boy committed suicide. he had bipolar and very troubled. i wonder how often this …
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bored
August 2, 2009 1:34pm
just feel really bored today. i've had the tv off. just watched a porno. wish i had something coming up. my motorcycle is fixed but i don't …
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mom the retard
July 29, 2009 1:15pm
she is such a retard. mom likes to pick up garbage. and fool with stray cats. she wanted to pick up a dead cat on the road. her car …
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Stephanie
July 22, 2009 8:03pm
i cannot stop thinking of stephanie. i think i loved her. my dream was so intense. but its been so long. maybe its a way i torture myself. i looked …
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Hugbook
Chicken Soup
to make ya feel good =]-
Hug
Thanks for reminding me to hug my dog. Your a good friend.
Present
another motorbike for you - to say thanx for your help this morning
saved my bacon!
love from
dinahxxxxxxxxxoooooooooooooo
Rainbow
How are you doing friend?...Here is a rainbow to brighten up your day and tell you that you are special....Hugs, Kathy
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Prayer
time u wrote more in your journal!
I pray you find happiness and peace today...
xxxdinah
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
in 97 had to hospitalized the first time. what gets me is the sleeping problems. i never have a normal go to bed get up. and a bad habit of sleeping during the day. i also spend a lot of time by myself. don't have friends to hang out with. hold a lot in. don't express myself well.
Treatments
- Paxil Working / Worked
- helps with the depression
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- we meet every monday 2pm to 4pm . its called WRAP(wellness recovery action plan) also fri stress and anxiety. also see a counselor one on one. we talk.
- Depakote Working / Worked
- helps my mood swings
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have bipolar. found out after being hospitalized.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- if i can focus it helps.
- Depakote Working / Worked
- helps i would not sleep without it.
- Paxil Working / Worked
- take 2 25mg it does seem to help.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- think about something you did well.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- class monday on wellness and recovery. and sress and anxiety class.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- helped a lot. need to get more in case. i'll take when i problems sleeping.
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
i get into a lot of stuff. escort girls. internet. chat hosting. watching porn. now recently i have had 3 different guys come over for sex. i find them on craigslist. i just answer their add. the ad where they wanna give a bj. i did have good orgasms. but i want a girlfriend bad. i'm 42 and have been with a lot of women. with really good orgasms.
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
because i have bipolar
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- helps a great deal.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
- like to hear what others say
Open Loneliness
because i am so lonely. i spend all day by myself.
Treatments
- Paxil Working / Worked
- it starts off real good. but depression can still come.
