suicide
August 4, 2009 12:44am
i watched a good documentary. a 15 yr old boy committed suicide. he had bipolar and very troubled. i wonder how often this …
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bipolarfolse
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About Me
bipolarfolse
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About Me
i have never been married or children. live alone in an apt i just moved in. i attend the phoenix center in wr. i'm diagnosed bipolar one. first found out in 03. in 97 i knew something was wrong. i'm not sure what to do with my life right now. hopefully i can take care of myself. its nice to talk to people who understand bipolar. i do not work. i was lucky in 08 to start receiving social security disability. waited 2yrs. so i wanna take care of myself. i can give advice on bipolar and applying for disability. God Bless. i have recently started a relationship. her name is kelly(kelala on daily). well she lives in pennsylvania and me in ga. so it will be long distance. but it doesn't seem to matter. we both care a lot. we chat everyday. so thxs kelly
i have never been married or children. live alone in an apt i just moved in. i attend the phoenix center in wr. i'm diagnosed bipolar one. first found out in 03. in 97 i knew something was wrong. i'm not sure what to do with my life right now. hopefully i can take care of myself. its nice to talk to people who understand bipolar. i do not work. i was lucky in 08 to start receiving social security disability. waited 2yrs. so i wanna take care of myself. i can give advice on bipolar and applying for
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Interests
riding my motorcycle, talking to friends, my dog, movies, sports. but things don't get me as excited as they use to. http://www.romanticpoetry.com/special2.html . i love to instant message with people. djfolse2000@yahoo.com or djfolse2000@hotmail.com just say your from daily
riding my motorcycle, talking to friends, my dog, movies, sports. but things don't get me as excited
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Recent Activity
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3 hugs given, 1 hug received
Monday
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bipolarfolse and hugless are now friends 12:40am
Sunday
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bipolarfolse and Viva7Viva are now friends 11:49pm
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bipolarfolse gave lucilu a hug 12:22pm
i'm ok. met a girl for church yesterday. i think it will work out. i just wonder about my thing for sex.…
Friday
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bipolarfolse gave Celika a hug 11:05am
read your journal. hope your doing ok. take care.…
November 4
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bipolarfolse and Aearon are now friends 11:45pm
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Journal
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bored
August 2, 2009 1:34pm
just feel really bored today. i've had the tv off. just watched a porno. wish i had something coming up. my motorcycle is fixed but i don't …
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mom the retard
July 29, 2009 1:15pm
she is such a retard. mom likes to pick up garbage. and fool with stray cats. she wanted to pick up a dead cat on the road. her car …
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Stephanie
July 22, 2009 8:03pm
i cannot stop thinking of stephanie. i think i loved her. my dream was so intense. but its been so long. maybe its a way i torture myself. i looked …
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waiting
July 12, 2009 8:46pm
well i've been waiting a long time for my leg to heal. i see the doc monday. hope he tells me something. i kinda of feel i could walk on it. well …
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Hugbook
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Little Love
well...hows things wi you..???......im still ill......but ill be better soon...i hope.....??
Thanks
Nice talking to you...Hugs, Kat
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Little Love
hey..how are u..??...i aint feelin good tday....agh....ty for reading my journal babe...but dont let it change how u think about love and stuff that is just my experience and view of things from my life....xoxox
I’m With You
ty hope u had a nice ride
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Hug
hi im scared to death of the change of seasons supposed to get our first snow tomorrow im beside myself....ill manage ive got my meds to help me thru it....im still cutting the urge is always there the voices in my head are constantly telling me to hurt myself but somehow i make it thru the day *big hugs*
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
in 97 had to hospitalized the first time. what gets me is the sleeping problems. i never have a normal go to bed get up. and a bad habit of sleeping during the day. i also spend a lot of time by myself. don't have friends to hang out with. hold a lot in. don't express myself well.
Treatments
- Paxil Working / Worked
- helps with the depression
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- we meet every monday 2pm to 4pm . its called WRAP(wellness recovery action plan) also fri stress and anxiety. also see a counselor one on one. we talk.
- Depakote Working / Worked
- helps my mood swings
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have bipolar. found out after being hospitalized.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- if i can focus it helps.
- Depakote Working / Worked
- helps i would not sleep without it.
- Paxil Working / Worked
- take 2 25mg it does seem to help.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- think about something you did well.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- class monday on wellness and recovery. and sress and anxiety class.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- helped a lot. need to get more in case. i'll take when i problems sleeping.
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
i get into a lot of stuff. escort girls. internet. chat hosting. watching porn. now recently i have had 3 different guys come over for sex. i find them on craigslist. i just answer their add. the ad where they wanna give a bj. i did have good orgasms. but i want a girlfriend bad. i'm 42 and have been with a lot of women. with really good orgasms.
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
because i have bipolar
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- helps a great deal.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
- like to hear what others say
Open Loneliness
because i am so lonely. i spend all day by myself.
Treatments
- Paxil Working / Worked
- it starts off real good. but depression can still come.
