KittyJ's Journal

I havent seen aj in a week, and its nothing new, but the fact that its summer just makes me feel lame. Ive been out of my house once sense last friday and that was with my friend so she could hang out with her friends. And i feel likes its been for ever sense ive seen aj. I think its been worse now because not only do i not see him, but he hasnt been texting me like normal. I understand he's got a job, and i make sure im awake before he leave so i can wish him a good day, and he tells me when he's on his lunch break and off, but then after 5 mins he's out hanging out with his friends, because one of his good friends is in town and he's been at his friends houses ever day after work this week. He hardly talks to me till he gets home at 2. then just goes straight to bed because hes got work in the morning.

i just wish he'd talk to me more. like when we were first seeing eachother, he'd text me every hour, like on the dot, and it made me happy because i knew he was with his friends, and it made me happy that he'd take the time to tell me hi, or later on that he loved me or missed me. but now, im lucky if i get on the entire time he's there from 4-2. 

and i miss talking to him, and i try to talk to him, but it takes a long time to get a response..

in other news i have a shitty 2.8 on my 40week for jr. year

C french A wood C english B Chem B History (B Soc a college class but they dont count it in my grades because they never asked for them)

and i got my SAT test resutls back and i do not know if they are good or bad, but i know with them i can get into CSU. i just need to take an ACT test i dont even know what that is