KittyJ's Journal

i was just asking aj about his day. and he mentioned hanging with his friends alot, and how a few of them brought their girfriends with them. and i feel kinda lame cuz he doesnt take me.

i was going to be like so you get to meet every ones gf eh. something like that but i thought id make it seem like i was upset, well i am but not angery, i just dont want him to think im angry. but i do want him to see that i do get a little upset that he doesnt ask me to hang out with him and his friends. if he did, i understand that its guy time you kno? i just think id like the invite and maybe just go once just to see whats so great about it all. but like i just feel kind of left out, i mean his friends are/have brought their gf's to bearfest. and even just a girl theyre wanting to sleep with. but not aj. i love him i just want him to offer me a moment that i could come. and i also wanna kno if when he's hanging with his friend that brough their gf, i wonder if he thinks about me or bringing me for a moment. i think id be happy to know that, maybe satisfied about this whole issue i seem to be having, i just wanna kno if i cross his mind