outoforder

About Me

Married now over 33 years. Met in high school. Been together nearly 40 years. Because of my upbringing, I learned as a young child, no one was going to look after me. I felt like I was in this world pretty much on my own. Then I met someone who blew me right out of my socks. I fell so hard, I let him in, I opened my soul. It took all this time, to learn, it too, wasn't real. The only person/thing I let myself believe in, bailed on me. We are still together, he is trying hard, but I do not feel his heart is entirely with me. In one of our recent heart to heart talks, which he hates to do, he told me if she did not have kids, he would not be with me today. I am still trying to swallow that.

Married now over 33 years. Met in high school. Been together nearly 40 years. Because of my upbringing, I learned as a young child, no one was going to look after me. I felt like I was in this world pretty much on my own. Then I met someone who blew me right out of my socks. I fell so hard, I let him in, I opened my soul. It took all this time, to learn, it too, wasn't real. The only person/thing I let myself believe in, bailed on me. We are still together, he is trying hard, but I do not feel his