Suicide is not painless-when it does not work
July 1, 2008 9:15pm
FIrst let me say that I have never joined a blog-type forum and NEVER thought this would be the topic. One week ago today I tried to kill …
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About Me
CeeBeeGo
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About Me
I suffer from depression and was just recently released from a mental hospital for attempted suicide. This was my first attempt and I am still in shock that it didn't work. I woke up feeling like more of a failure than before I tried to kill myself. The picture used in my profile is me when I was four years old, probably the last time my smile was real.
I suffer from depression and was just recently released from a mental hospital for attempted suicide. This was my first attempt and I am still in shock that it didn't work. I woke up feeling like more of a failure than before I tried to kill myself. The picture used in my profile is me when I was four years old, probably the last time my smile was real.
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Looking for something that gives me pleasure I feel overwhelmed, useless and hopeless.
Looking for something that gives me pleasure I feel overwhelmed, useless and hopeless.
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sending hugs.Barb
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Girl, okay I get that he is your man & u love him, but really quit blaming urself for his reality, he should allow u to support & validate his pain not be the bystander that has to slowly watch him drink himself into oblivion. What about u and your pain?? U love him ur pain & heartbreak is real too! Just something to think about??
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Girl, okay I get that he is your man & u love him, but really quit blaming urself for his diseases
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thanks big hugs back!!Barb
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Im sorry. Thats hard. My little 29 yr old sister got diagnosed w MS this month. Its not a fair disease and neither is the pain we suffer. Best wishes.
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionBeen depressed off and on for years, but getting worse. Tried suicide for the first time a week ago today. Just need someone who can relate to the feelings I am constantly fighting.
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- Effexor Not Working
- Insurance took it off of their approved meds so I switched to Celexa.
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- stopped taking on my own when I thought I didn't need it anymore
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- Bad sexual side effects
- Positive Thinking Too Soon to Tell
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Starting up again for the 5th time
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Made me agitated and mean and angry
- Lamictal Too Soon to Tell
- Up to 100 mg twice a day
- Remeron Too Soon to Tell
- Just starting taking it last week but it does seem to help me fall asleep easier
Close Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
Type: Seconday Progressive MSHusband has Secondary Progressive MS. Was diagnosed 14 years ago.
Treatments
- Baclofen Working / Worked
- Neurontin Working / Worked
- Physical Therapy Not Working
- Prednisone Working / Worked
- Took orally on occassion and wife hated the side effects. Turned me into a mad man
- Rebif Not Working
- ON it over one year seeing no improvement
- Solumedrol Working / Worked
- Only took while hospitalized and hated it.
- Valium Working / Worked
- Use to reduce tremors and help relax.
- Ambien Working / Worked
- Hytrin Working / Worked
- Helps reduce getting up to pee 3 times a night to just once a night.
