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feeling guilty again ..feeling alone in the fog ...bad dream left me unattractive and unspecial..no right 2 feel this way..
I am Here Because I am Just lost in space since we lost our beloved baby girl Elizabeth..I miss her so much..so very much.. Kel Loves you Elizabeth you are forever in My Heart..
I am Here Because I am Just lost in space since we lost our beloved baby girl Elizabeth..I miss her so much..so very much.. Kel Loves you Elizabeth you are forever in My Heart..
I have and Love the most wonderful Darling sweet Wife.. ..Holding My Darling Wife..
I have and Love the most wonderful Darling sweet Wife.. ..Holding My Darling Wife..
feeling guilty again ..feeling alone in the fog ...bad dream left me unattractive and unspecial..no right 2 feel this way..
Jus needed a vent ...the shit keeps hitting us while we are so down already and I try so hard to keep my head above water ...my dear sweet wife is …
Its not Fair ..why couldnt you have just taken me..why did you have to let Elizabeth go so young and full of life and love..you really should have …
Today is a foggy day...and I cant see thru it yet..I love you sweet angel Elizabeth..and I hug your mommy everyday..I love you both so very much..
Why Bother anymore.Ive tried Speaking so may times & NoOne really Listens or really cares anyways...............Kel Loves his Wife …
I am sending my prayers and love to you and your wife. The loss of a child is the most tragic of all and the pain is unbearable. Like the song by Kenny Chesney, Who would you be today, you died too young. It is a beautiful song. My daughter made a photo video of her dad for a surprise to me, she gathered years of photos of him and our family and added the most beautiful songs to the slide show, it broke my heart to see my one and only love with that beautiful smile with me and his kids always happy. I look at it now and it brings the memories back. That is all I have left of him is memories. She started the video with Reba McIntire singing "The greatest man I ever knew," Avril Lavigne "Slipped Away" our favorite Alan Jackson " Remember When" and of course Elton John "Don't Let the Sun go down on Me". These were our songs, I cry every time I watch it. The pain of your loss never goes away it just finds a place in your heart where it stays forever. Stay strong for your wife and I wish you both the very best. If you read my journal you will see you are not alone the crap just keeps on hitting me day after day it never seems to end. But we are strong and your daughter is an angel smiling down on you she wants you to be strong for her. Take care and if you need to scream at something I am here.
This poem says it all really. Take care, I know we are all thinking of you and hugging you. DeRay.
Sweetest thing I ever read. I feel so much the pain as I lost my husband this past summer. I am so alone and so out of it. I pray each night to make it day by day and night by night. May God Bless you.
I am so, so sorry for your losses! It seems too much for anyone to bear! I hope and pray you will find some peace and comfort on DS site, as I have. I still have the pain of grief, but I also know I must go on. God Bless you all! Hugs, Judy
I lost my Newest daughter sweet Elizabeth..only 20yrs old right before we lost my newest mother ..My wifes only child ..and her mother ..I miss them soo much ...I love My darling wife .and we are lost..so very lost.
We lost our babygirl @ 20 april 11/08 ..world keeps punching us ..and i want 2 be strong 4 my sweet wife..
The world keeps punching us while we are down...I love my wife so much and need 2 be strong 4 her..