Journal Entry for August 31, 2009
August 31, 2009 8:21pm
Things aren't great. They're bad, really bad. I don't know what to do about everything.
One of my best friends is keeping somthing from …
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lozpod 
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About Me
lozpod
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About Me
So much going on it'd take some serious work to sort it. Im not much, just me. That's never enough, even for myself. I hate myself, there are alot of reasons, people always say i'm being stupid, but you can only go through a certain amount of mental and physical beatings before you break down. "We write a new chapter, but does anything change?"
So much going on it'd take some serious work to sort it. Im not much, just me. That's never enough, even for myself. I hate myself, there are alot of reasons, people always say i'm being stupid, but you can only go through a certain amount of mental and physical beatings before you break down. "We write a new chapter, but does anything change?"
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I like the people who care, I even like the people who pretend to, but I always feel alone. I do alot of writing, fact and fiction, it passes the time and it lets out my feelings.
I like the people who care, I even like the people who pretend to, but I always feel alone. I do alot
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Journal Entry for August 25, 2009
August 25, 2009 3:27pm
My hand hurts. It really hurts. Dad made me so angry before. I wanted to just get a knife and cut my arms to pieces and then maybe stab him in the …
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Journal Entry for August 19, 2009
August 19, 2009 8:10pm
I get my exam results tomorrow morning. It's been stressing me out for weeks. I don't know why, i mean, what's done is done right? …
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Journal Entry for August 6, 2009
August 6, 2009 9:22pm
Things have been pretty weird for me, very up and down.
I've stopped taking my meds... I don't know why, I really don't, they were …
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I am 61 and really appreciated your input in the depression forum. I still remember being young and so full of pain. No one to turn to and lost in a sea of turmoil. You really helps us to remember and are thankful you post. -- I am in the "multiple personality' group and Post-traumatic Stress group. -- So I usually go to depression to help someone out. If you need a grandma to talk to - who probably - has been there.done that - write to me. -- No answers regarding drugs, but lots on psych and relieving internal pain.
Thanks again - it was wonderful!
I’m With You
Exact same here. I just can't go to the doctor's cause I don't have insurance and I can't afford it. :(
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yea, I get wasted to fall asleep alot of the time too. nightmares are never fun
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Yea, I wish i could do that, I have crazy insomnia and nightmares. 0.o
It sucks ass 
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my went funny too, sorry to hear that your dad is cruel sometimes Im here if you need to talk, hope to hear from you soon, stay strong and take care xx.
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
Im a 17 year old girl and i hate my life most of the time. Iv got no true friends who i can rely on and trust and i hate my family life. I have no confidence due to constant never ending bullying in my life. I spend every day wondering why im here and what the point of anything i do is. I hate myself.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- It lets me think. I love music, it is something i live for.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- I love my dogs, animals don't let you down. Not like fucking people. But animals can't talk to you and they don't understand.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It is useful at times, it can stop me hurting myself at times, but not always.
Close High School Stress
I live in a small village wer i went to a small school, wer everyone was friends it was all nice sumthin out of a fairy tale. Then i went to high school and it all went bad...
Open Self-Injury
I started self harm when i was about 12. And iv never really stopped. Iv gone a few moths without it, but it always comes back. I hate that i do it, but i jst cnt stop...
Open Teen Anxiety
i just get really nervous all the time.
Open Family Issues
My dad mainly. He brings me down all the time and makes me feel worthless. My mum is depressed and she makes me feel guilty.
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It calms me down sometimes.
Open Bipolar Disorder - Teen
Cannot be bothered writin anything
Open Dizziness & Vertigo
I get really dizzy alot of the time. Just standin up can cause and i get like white light in my eyes and my legs can't hold me up. It passes within few moments, but its a frequent occurance.
Open Anger Management
lozpod hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Shyness
lozpod hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bullying
I've been picked on alot oover the years. The constance of it mixed with everything else in my life has destroyed me from the inside out.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have depression and i'm reaching that age where the teen depression site isn't as helpful as i think the wider site could be.
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