Journal Entry for July 29, 2008
July 29, 2008 12:50pm
Well, I moved and fell off the wagon. I ran out of suboxone and after 4 days I thought I was going to die. I called up an old friend and …
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About Me
I love to have fun, obviously I loved to have fun a little to much over the course of my life. I always heard that anything is ok in moderation, but its that moderation thingy that seems to be problematic, well with the painkillers anyway. I have always been an ambitious, smart person, but somehow I lost track. I am trying my best to get back on track, but the train seems to be moving quite slowly. Slugs could run laps around my ass. Update: I am a hell of a lot better now that I am on the suboxone. I think I can beat the slug at a contest now. lol
I love to have fun, obviously I loved to have fun a little to much over the course of my life. I always heard that anything is ok in moderation, but its that moderation thingy that seems to be problematic, well with the painkillers anyway. I have always been an ambitious, smart person, but somehow I lost track. I am trying my best to get back on track, but the train seems to be moving quite slowly. Slugs could run laps around my ass. Update: I am a hell of a lot better now that I am on the suboxone.
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Usually up for anything type of person. Really enjoy art, drawing, painting, my boyfriend and friends. I am a people person and love animals. I love to socialize which sometimes makes me procrastinate things. Thank god my boyfriend is a good listener or at least he lets me do a lot of the talking. Knowing men he probably isn't listening. Haha Knowing us women we don't really care though. Just as long as they say ok baby, and what ever you want baby, were happy women.
Usually up for anything type of person. Really enjoy art, drawing, painting, my boyfriend and friends.
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Journal Entry for March 7, 2008
March 7, 2008 8:44pm
Well, my drug habits are doing well, but my job is hell now. I work my ass off and they expect the impossible. I mean the …
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Doc visit and suboxone
March 2, 2008 10:55am
Well, I went to the doc. the other day. Everything went great. I am really liking her now. At first I thought she was just a bible …
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Journal Entry for February 8, 2008
February 8, 2008 3:55pm
well, its been going pretty good for the most part. I still find myself needed or wanting something. I wonder to myself constantly if …
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hey im worried about ya sendf me a note to say your ok
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Hey Jane...sorry i'm not very up tp date here. Glad the subs workin out for you...but even that is not a true fix and eventually your doc will wean you down, hopefully sooner, than later as i have over 3 years, and even a half a miligram of the shit a day is hard to let go...i know probbly a lot mental. Once you get down to that low dose it's tempting not to go look for shit again so that you can feel "good" thats where i am. I'm getting ready to treat my hep c so i'm gonna put my tapering off on hold until it's over. 25 years old on opiates for 7 years...subs for 3...not what i had imagined for my adult life
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where are you girl?
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Thanks for your note. I haven't been to DS for quite a while and just got the message. "he" is just starting to realize his problem. "I" was almost gone, but have promised him that I will stand by if he wants to do the work and get clean. Alot easier said than done. He's angry with me today, though I know he's just mad at himself. My heart is sore and really needed a hug. thanks
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Here are three hugs from me. How are you? I would like to catch up on your life. GWPEARL
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Painkiller addiction I have been on and off again for about 3 years. I have tried the cold turkey thing and WOW. If you want to feel like you are going to die at any second than this is for you. If anyone has been on painkillers for a long time and have quit by going cold turkey than they truly deserve some kind of metal. I have tried so many times but keep breaking down. I don't eat,sleep,and the pain, oh god. I finally got on suboxone.
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