Goodbye Missy Moon and update...........
June 23, 2009 1:36pm
Have not been on for a while as have been doing things. One thing we had to do that we didn't want to do was to let our Missy moon kitty cat …
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sigmund
8:08am, June 29, 2008
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About Me
sigmund
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About Me
am 43 years old live i hate myself and the way i am. am married for 25 years in november.
am 43 years old live i hate myself and the way i am. am married for 25 years in november.
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Is this the parting of the ways?
April 2, 2009 12:02pm
I am not sure if it is my illness or what it is but hubby and I are having troubles, had an arguement tonight, nothing important quite trivial, but …
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life the same and RIP Zoe.
March 22, 2009 12:33pm
So hard to believe sweet Zoe has been gone a bit more than a week, our hearts ache for her and we'd do anything to hold her one more time.
Not …
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life-no change
March 4, 2009 9:07am
Well there has been no change, I still feel detached from life, lost interest in everyone and everything. All I do is get up, watch TV, feed the …
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still the same
February 25, 2009 7:21am
I am feeling the same, there has been no change in the way I am feeling. Still lack motivation and have no interest in anything or anyone.
Have gone …
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Im sorry for your kitty. Ima dread the day this happens to me. I know pets are family- your in my prayers XoXoX
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Sorry to hear about Missy. I've had trouble with Ben this past week and a bit...I think he wound Dave up and he snapped back at his rear end...found Ben with an burst abscess last Monday. Typically a bank holiday so had to take him to the emergency vets. He's been on antibiotics since and is due back to see his own vet on Saturday morning. They're pleased with his progress and I'm hoping they'll say he's off the antibiotics from Saturday...he's a nightmare to give them to!!
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Big hugs to you
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Sorry you are having such a rough time..
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Easter blessings to you
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Close Anger Management
lost dad before i was 2,was abused in everyway as a kid abused my own kids,animals and OH and for last 15 years suffered with panic attacks,fear of people i just feel angry 24/7 when i do lose it i kind of black out and lash out when i come back i am shaking,sweating and crying.i have tried my GP but all she does is up my meds hate councelling as i hate talking.i DO love my animals and OH and have no idea why i want to hurt them.hate me if you want can't be worse than i hate myself.
Treatments
Close Anxiety
i was abused in every way as a child, depression my constant friend. from age 28 have had panic attacks which starting with breathing them 3 years later changed to constant swallowing, then to anger, then viral and back to anger. have been on valium 5mg 1 a day for 15 years, 1 100mg zoloft for 12 years and 1 kalma for 6 years. i don't go out except to doctors and shopping and have no friends or family except hubby and my pets.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Not Working
- gave me panic attacks
- Hypnotherapy Not Working
- had panic attack whilst under never again and hypnotist was too touchy feelie in the way he hynoptised you.
- Valium Somewhat Helpful
- makes me sleepy
- Xanax Not Working
- not helped with anger, feel like a zombie, dizzy
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- makes me angry and so very hot.
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- been on them for nearly a week and really feel so far that my temper is in check hoping these will help.
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Effexor Working / Worked
- i am now void of all feeling just boredom and walking lifes journey like a zombie but am not zonked.
Open Panic Attacks
i was abused in every way as a child, depression my constant friend. from age 28 have had panic attacks which starting with breathing them 3 years later changed to constant swallowing, then to anger, then viral and back to anger. have been on valium 5mg 1 a day for 15 years, 1 100mg zoloft for 12 years and 1 kalma for 6 years. i don't go out except to doctors and shopping and have no friends or family except hubby and my pets.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- read comments in another treatment
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- tired, dizzy, zonked out
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- makes me angry and sweaty
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Effexor Working / Worked
- i am now void of all feeling just boredom and walking lifes journey like a zombie but am not zonked.
Open Bereavement
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- still upset after 2 years, never knew my dad but still cry over him. and i cry over my pets too.
- Getting Angry Not Working
- then my anger gets out of control
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- once i stop my sad thoughts come back.
- Pets Not Working
- until i remember my lost pets
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- i do feel comforted when i pray or talk to my parents like my priest advised, but it is only short term.
- Remembering Not Working
- try to remember the good times but that makes me miss them more.
- Time Not Working
- the old saying it gets easier with time or time heals all wounds are both rubbish.
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Effexor Working / Worked
- i am now void of all feeling just boredom and walking lifes journey like a zombie but am not zonked.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
i was abused in every way as a child, depression my constant friend. from age 28 have had panic attacks which starting with breathing them 3 years later changed to constant swallowing, then to anger, then viral and back to anger. have been on valium 5mg 1 a day for 15 years, 1 100mg zoloft for 12 years and 1 kalma for 6 years. i don't go out except to doctors and shopping and have no friends or family except hubby and my pets.
Treatments
Open Obesity
have always been plumb from puberty. then had 4 kids in 4 years then gave up smoking feb 2007 and took up eating, i am 5ft 1 and weigh 107kgs have tried nutritionists, but they have not helped. if i don't eat then i will smoke. a
Treatments
- Cycling Not Working
- exercise bike
- Physical Exercise Not Working
- walking but when i walk i roll my feet i have no arches, got inserts made but very hard to walk on them. can't use things like air walker as it hurts where i had surgery feb 2007
- Dietitian Consult Not Working
- just couldnt keep weight off
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Effexor Working / Worked
- i am now void of all feeling just boredom and walking lifes journey like a zombie but am not zonked. put on 6kgs in 2 weeks so had to add more fiber to my diet and exercise like crazy.
Open Sexual Abuse
i was abused in everyway as a child,depression my friend. from age 28 have had panic attacks starting with breathing then 3 years later changed to constant swallowing,then to anger,then viral and now to anger.been on valium 5mg a day for 15 years,1 100mg zoloft for 12 years and 1 kalma for 6 years.i don't go out except to doctors and shopping and have no friends or family except hubby and my pets.now i can't even bear the thought of having sex with hubby,i still have nightmares of my childhhod
Treatments
Open Stress Management
for 15 years suffered with panic attacks, lost dad before i was 2, abused in everyway as a child. i have no family or friends and am scared of going out incase i have a panic attack.
Treatments
- Anger Management Not Working
- anger is winning
- Hypnotherapy Not Working
- had panic attack whilst under
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Effexor Working / Worked
- i am now void of all feeling just boredom and walking lifes journey like a zombie but am not zonked.
