juceey's Journal

I thought I would get a few lines down while I am feeling a little better and the house is actually quiet for a couple of hours,but if I drift off the subject in hand I appologise as I find concentrating really quite hard,I guess the meds along with the constant tiredness an the dear fog!!!!! all take their toll huh.

I was so moved by everyones good wishes and hugs and messages I sat reading them with tears streaming down my cheeks.I am warmed to my heart to know that so many wonderful people think about me and care about me I want to say thank you to all of you,thank you for being so wonderful.

I am struggling through this rough patch as best as I can and am grasping at the fact that it has to end soon,this will pass and then things will get easier.........................

It hs been so difficult with Anthony being away too,it willbe three weeks when he comes home Friday and I can't wait to see him,and touch him,talk to him,be with him,Alas it will only be for the weekend and then he is off again,he just phoned to say they have another two weeks work there so I will only see him for 4 days and that will be over the weekend when we have all 5 kids here!!So just when I get a little light at the end of a very dark and very long tunnel something comes along and blows it out!!!

Anyway, I have a place on the self-management pain course at the pain clinic and that will mean two days a week for the next 6 weeks at the hospital,I hope it is worthwhile,,I will go with open mind and as positive an attitude as I can muster each day and just see where it goes!!

Ok I am really starting to loose it now so I'm checking out here and sending HUGE,warm,wonderful,soft snuggles to you all and Thabnk you xxxxxxxxxxxxx