juceey's Journal

OMG How much pain do I have to suffeer?????

Why do I have to go through this????????

What did I do to end up like this eh?????

I do what the doctors say,I do what the consultants say,I go to appointment after appointment and do all the things they say,take this,do that......

OK what,you may ask,has led me to feel this way??

Well,the weather is just BBLLUUURRRGGGGHHHHHHH it's grey,rainy and dark.......

I had a physio appointment yesterday and it wasn't easy so ended up frustrated and got really upset because I couldn't do the simplest of things!!!

Then in the evening we went to one of the biys school production of Bugsey Malone,and it was sooooo good and I was sooooooo proud,butI had to endure 45minutes there and back in the car and 2hours sitting in THE MOST UNCOMFORTABLE plastic chairs,resulting in constant figeting etc...and people looking at me with that 'what's her problem' look on their faces.......BUT I wouldn't have missed it and would do it all again today for my children.

Still it has all left me VERY tired and I am at about a constant 8-9 on my pain scale...

Hey ho it's another day tomorrow and I have a family to care for and shopping to do.....

OH TO BE A CAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!