juceey's Journal

Well,we had a wonderful halloween,the kids looked amazing in their costumes and the house was decorated to my usual standard of delightfully,ghoulush standard and the coffin and tomb stones looked so good out front.

It all went so well I can't wait for next year so we do it even bigger and even better!!!!I have so many ideas for the next party!!!!!

I will post photos when I have time to upload them from my camera.

But, the upshot of it all is that I am done in today and haven't got out of bed or had a shower today as I am in sooooo much pain and soo very,very tired Why is it that we should have to suffer for having fun or going out or just living life as anyone else would do????

It is so unfair that we have to go through this and as you have probably picked up I am feeling really sad and on a downer today,I really pushed myself yesterday and did all the decorations,went to the supermarket,then into town and then did all the food and got the kids ready and myself and then being the perfect party host which I have to say was all really hard work but hugely great fun!!!!!!!!!

So why is it that when I feel crap that everyone is sooo damn demanding and my partner just dosen't seem to have the ability to cope with 5 children all wanting something,all demanding and draining.So why is it that I HAVE to cope with it and sort everyone out even when I feel like crawling into a dark place and bolting the door until it all goes away,which it just isn't going to do anyway!!!!!!

Well that's me summed up,GREAT night,GREAT fun,BAD sleep,BIG pain, CRAP day!!!!!!!

Here's hoping tommorrow is better huh!!!!!!!!!!