juceey's Journal

Aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,

Screeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaam,

Shoooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuut,

Aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,

Cry,Cry,Cry,Cry,Cry,

Screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaam,

and then some!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow,

OK,now that's out of the way just maybe I can get on with 'Using my anger and frustrations in a positive way'!!!!!!
What do you mean screaming and shouting aren't positive?????

Feels bloody good to me,Oh except for the sore throat that follows and,of course the neighbours banging on the wall for me to 'Give it a rest'!!!!!!

Phew,it's been a long,long day and I sit here in the bed with my'wonderful'(hmmmmm) partner,who manages to sleep almost before he is horizontal,he has also managed to leave his bedside light on and the switch is right down behind the bed,which I can't reach,so that will stay on untill he gets up for work tomorow!!!

OMG I must sound like such a whinger,well know what? THAT'S HOW I FEEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So worst things have,do and will happen but right now,just for this moment in time,the 'lamp thing' IS a big deal,so here I am in my safe place typing away with a bee in my bonnett and there he lays bloody snoring away like he's not got a care in the world,OH LUCKY,LUCKY HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't get me wrong I love the pants off him but WOW does he drive me nuts,he is sooooooo frustrating,gets me on something then I get all wound up and stressed out and in mega pain....and he rolls over and goes to sleep AND leaves the bloody light on!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK,

deep breaths,

am feeling mildly calmer now,

will put headphones on,listen to music while I tap tappity tap away here and,

deep breaths,

deeeeeeeeeeeep breaths,

very,very,long,deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep breaths!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!