juceey's Journal

OOOOHHHH WHAT A DAY!!!

Where to start????

I thought I was doing something positive,something that would be beneficial to me for a change!

So myself and my youngest got ourselves showered and sorted(in itself a major effort for me at the moment)and we took ourselves off for a walk and some fresh air together.

A simple enough thing and we didn't plan a huge trek,just a trip down to the local lidl store to pick up a cucumber and a packet of hot cross buns.

Well you know we made it there fine,my hips had just started to hurt and I had started limping slightly,but we'd had a luvly chat and spent some quality time together.

We got what we needed and a couple of extra bits,as we do when shopping!!!

By the time we got out of the shop I was walking very badly and very slowly.

Getting more and more frustrated with myself,I eventually had to call in a lift from mum!!!

So,we go back to mums for a coffee and toasted buns and we are sat round the table(Me trying to keep awake)and my mum pipes up that dad has been on the internet and he found a site that says it's very rare for people of my age to have FM(?????)

I'm not sure how to respond at this point so out come some of the facts that I have learnt from this and other sites about FM and even suggested that they have a look on some other sites.

Inside really glad,releived that they actually seem to be taking this for real and accepting thst it is real;

But also the other side that thinks why are you still questioning me????

Why does it have to be as you say because suddenly YOU are interested and think that I haven't looked into it?????

BBBLLLLLUUUUURRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just plain and simple feeling crap tonight as the realisation of being so restricted .

Thank heavens for this site and the WONDERFUL people on it  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx