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juceey 
4:08pm, May 16, 2009
Oh my what a few days I've had!!!
My frustrations and pain got the better of me yesterday and that resulted in an awful HUGE row with my partner(we made up and he does realise that it is born of my suffering)And so I was utterly shattered after that,rowing really takes it out of me huh!!!
But all this made me realise once again what a truly wonderful man my partner is he will do anything he can to ease my frustrations and pain if I ask him he will do it!!!!He does also understand that I do get VERY frustrated at my own limitations and I don't know how to deal with it all.ANYHOW being totally shattered I had an awful nights sleep(or not sleep)and had said to my mum that I would do a car boot sale with her today,as we both had alot of stuff to get rid of so had to set alarm for 5 to take meds so I could crawl out of bed at 6am and anyhow,I managed,with a struggle,to accomplish this.We did well and I made over £70 and did get rid of alot of our stuff so I was really glad that I did it as we had decided that anything we made would go towards a family day out.BUT OH MY LIFE I am sooooooo paying for it now and haven't felt this bad for a long while,right down to the sore throat,sore toungue,pain everywhere totally wiped out and I really,really want to sleep but just can not find a comfy position aaarrrrgggggggghhhhhh.The upside is my wonderful partner made dinner and served me mine in bed,he sorted the kids and is just off to buy me a fruity ice lolly to soothe my sore throat,bless him he really is truly amazing(ALMOST)all the time!!!!
I oh soooo hope that I can get some good sleep tonight and feel a little better tomorow as our youngest has a friend coming for the afternoon,so I will need a little energy for that,I hope the sun shines and they can use the pool while I sit in the garden with a magazine and my laptop!!!!
I really am so glad to have this outlet and for me,being able to babble away here helps me to look at things diferently and get things off my chest in a safe environment,so THANK YOU xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
