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juceey 
4:08pm, May 16, 2009
Wow it's been hot today huh??I did manage to do a bit in the garden this morning and sort the veg patch and plant a few more seeds and bulbs,I do like tending to my 'babies'(the plants!!!!!!!!)and reaping the benefits of all the hard work and much love like this evening I had picked lettuce from the garden in our salad,delicious!!!!!We will soon have beans,tomatoes,peppers and on our two chillie plants we have at least 60 chillies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Still the thing is the more I do in the garden the more I suffer after,still at least I have actually acheived something and am knackered and hurting for a reason tonight.
I am driving everyone mad with the inability to retain information at the moment!!!There are post it notes all over the house to remind me to do this or not to do that!!!!!I just seem to get a go slow where the brain is concerned and it is soooo frustrating as I am the one who has to organise the family and to know who is doing what,when and where,I can have conversations with people several times and then still swear that I had not had that very conversation aaaarrrrgggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!It's like living with a head full of marshmallow.
Myself and Anthony have started on this 2 bowls,2 meals for 2 weeks cereal diet,we are 2 days in and both doing ok so far,hopefully it will kick start the weight loss and encourage us to keep going and loose the extra weight we are carrying.I have slowly but steadily gained weight over the last 3 years after quitting smoking,I used nicotine gum and found it ok but as I said the weight crept up and up and now I have that battle to fight aswell.
I don't want to give any doctor the excuse of 'Well ms. you are somewhat overweight'
as if that is the reason for me feeling so CRAP and so KNACKERED.
It will also keep my mum off my case as she thinks it's part of it too,and really doesn't seem to accept that this is an actual physical illness and not just all in my head,she told me that I read too much about these things and if you don't know about it you won't get it !!!???!!!!!
Ho-hum I guess I'd better go and sort myself out for bed I hope it cools down so we can have a comfortable nights rest.Sleep well you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
