juceey's Journal

        I have had a letter from the General Hospital today with an appointment for Nerve Conduction Tests and some muscle activity tests,I'm really nervous and to be honest I;m fed up,as I'm sure most of you are,with bloody tests and then the waiting for all the results and only to get nowhere and acheive nothing but raised stress levels.

        Why do they need to do these tests?What will they involve?What will be the outcome?Are they going to ease the awful pain that I wake with each morning and go to sleep with each night?

         I have been getting the worst headaches that I have ever experienced and they last for days on end,they wax and wane during them but when at their worst I have to sit very still so as not to agitate them as the pain is awful.

      I have also been getting a sore throat and swollen glands so whats that all about??

 And I loose words,it's hard to explain,but I can be chatting or typing away and I'll just loose a word,it just goes right out of my head.It is very frustrating and can be really embarasing too,particularly if I am talking to someone who doesn't know me that well!

    Another thing I have been having to deal with is the shakes,I mean where the hell did they come from???and mostly in my legs and usually when I'm tired and it renders me bloody useless,I can't walk and quite often fall down because of it.

     OMG hark at me waffling on like a bad doctors appointment only to a far more understanding and empathic audience,so thank you for caring enough to read this xxx