juceey's Journal

      Well,I am off out for lunch today with two of my very good,very dear freinds and as much as I am looking forward to being out and enjoying their company I do hope I can stay awake and not be too forgetful as I am so tired and that's just from getting showered and dressed!!!!!!!!!

      I'm feeling a bit low and fed up as I was just thinking last night that up untill April I was running a busy household,washing,cooking,cleaning,shopping,driving,running the kids about to all their activies after school,working part-time,taking my in-laws shopping and to their various appointments.THEN I get this simple,stupid rash and BANG! my life is turned on it's head and that simple,stupid rash has stolen my life as I knew it and suddenly I'm having to live something unknown and unwanted and I DON'T KNOW WHY????????????

     What gave that simple and stupid rash the right or the power to steal my life??????

  Now a simple task such as having a shower takes all my energy and effort to acheive.

My life line is truly this site where,when people say that they understand,they really do understand.My freinds and family have been brilliant but,they just don't truly know what it's like or how I feel and that can be soooooooo frustrating and I am sure they don't mean to be,but the expressions they use can feel very patronising and belittle my feelings both emotional and physical.So THANK YOU to Daily Strength and all it's members for being there and for truly understanding.