juceey's Journal

Ok this is the third attempt at writting this,my laptop seems to be doing it's own thing today?!?So here goes AGAIN!!!!!!

What some weather huh,still it does have it's good points and my runner beans are just loving it and we are not having to suffer the heat and the awful sweats!!!

My partners birthday tomorrow,or "present giving day"as he likes to call them since turning 40 last year!!He won't thank me for telling you his age!!!!We are going to an all you can eat chineese buffet so I am planning a very early night and fingers crossed I will be ok for tomorrow.

I have also booked a surprise weekend away to Bath for him for next weekend so I am hoping and praying that I will be ok and up to going out and seeing the sights.It's just the two of us and it will be good for both of us to get away and spend some quality time together,let's hope the weather dries up somewhat!!!

My mum upset me a bit today,now don't get me wrong I love my mum to bits and really appreciate all that her and my dad do for me,BUT why is it that she won't accept that I have fm and that I am not going to get up one morning next week and be "all better" and not need the meds and not be in pain or be exhausted any more!!!!!

Maybe I am just extra sensitive today and tiredness is getting to me along with the headache and stuff????????

And why is it that I can be doing something and then just go into a like "freeze frame" sometimes it's just minutes but othertimes it lasts for up to an hour and I can also fall asleep at the drop of a hat at any time of the day,but when it comes to getting into bed in the evening I can't sleep without the amitriptylene!!!!How crazy is that!!!!!