Failed.
August 16, 2008 3:43pm
I've failed. I've started smoking again, not as heavily as i used to, but a good 4 or 5 a day.
My grandparents are down, and it seems my …
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akacal1991 
4:48pm, January 12, 2009
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About Me
akacal1991
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About Me
I'm Annie, i'm (nearly!) 17 and go to sixth form. I've just finished my AS year, and move onto studying Health and Social Care and English for the complete A Level. I hope to be a nurse one day, preferably a mental health nurse - i want to help people as much as people have helped me.
I'm Annie, i'm (nearly!) 17 and go to sixth form. I've just finished my AS year, and move onto studying Health and Social Care and English for the complete A Level. I hope to be a nurse one day, preferably a mental health nurse - i want to help people as much as people have helped me.
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Interests
I love listening to a wide range of music - and in some senses music has been my sanctuary. I also volunteer for shopmobility - providing Disabled people, and people with limited mobility with rented access to motorised scooters and wheelchairs.
I love listening to a wide range of music - and in some senses music has been my sanctuary. I also volunteer
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No smoking
August 8, 2008 9:24am
Not smoked since the last relapse, mainly because i want the money. Plus my grandparents are coming down, so i can't smoke around them. Gives me …
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Struggling
August 1, 2008 7:05am
OK. I have a confession to make. I've relapsed.
Over the past 5 Days I've had 3 cigarettes...
2 were at the gay wedding i …
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Journal Entry for July 23, 2008
July 23, 2008 6:16pm
Update: Still smoke free, but fear i won't be for much longer. Stress is building up on me.
The anniversary of my rape is friday, and i …
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I'm a big fat ugly failure.
July 21, 2008 11:58am
The title says it all. No really. I've gained 3 pounds, and i feel fuck ugly. I was on such an upwards spiral after losing almost a stone in …
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I’m With You
Keep up the good work. Judi
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One day at a time my friend xx
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Come & Take a look around Our Safe Haven http://dailystrength.org/groups/af...
Well Done
you'll be glad, really
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Hey congrats on the non-smokin ur doing brill, big hugs x
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Support Groups
Close Rape
Basically my boyfriend (of the time) raped me two weeks after my 16h birthday. No - he didn't go to jail, though i tried my hardest!
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Not Working
- Didn't work. I had a trainee counsellor that asked me really personal questions about the rape...questions like "why were you doing sexual things with him if you didn't want to have sexual intercourse?" It felt like they were abusing me...by asking these kind of things i fell deeper and deeper into depresssion, but decided to stop the counselling.
- Talking Working / Worked
- After the counselling, i decided to work my own way through my feelings, and this has helped more than anything, more importantly, talking to my family and a few good friends.
Close Depression - Teen
I've suffered all through my teens with this. cpontributing faors include: mum being seriously ill, losing members of family and the rape.
Treatments
- Pets Working / Worked
- My cat is there when nobody else is!
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Always works for me.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Most of the time, this is most effective.
- Writing Working / Worked
- well...i'm on here lol :)
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Too Soon to Tell
- Certain foods make me blow up! Salad, Certain fibres...not sure if it will work - i miss my salad!
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I've smoked on and off since i was 15 - i'm only 17 now, but would like to stop...i've stopped for longer than 4months before.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Somewhat Helpful
- didnt work for me...
- Nicotine Gum Working / Worked
- worked for a while!
- Willpower Not Working
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
Well i've had mixed feeling about women for a while now...and i just need to figure out whether im bi, gay or straight...i'm so confused it hurts.
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