Journal Entry for July 22, 2008
July 22, 2008 4:41am
do you ever feel like life is over? Like its too late?
I feel like there's nothing left. I'm old now..........too old for the only thing …
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DarkSunshine
3:14am, July 5, 2008
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DarkSunshine
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About Me
I work as a nurse in a busy emergency department. I absolutely love my work but I'm still finding my way with all the other stuff in life. I'm desperately attempting to get myself out of debt which makes me a rather boring girl at the moment and leaves me entirely too much time to get neurotic in but I'm hoping to improve that :)
I work as a nurse in a busy emergency department. I absolutely love my work but I'm still finding my way with all the other stuff in life. I'm desperately attempting to get myself out of debt which makes me a rather boring girl at the moment and leaves me entirely too much time to get neurotic in but I'm hoping to improve that :)
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The cold
July 2, 2008 5:41am
Ok.........I have to keep reminding myself that the answer to this continual cold is exercise not food
Exercise = warmth
Exercise is the …
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Journal Entry for July 2, 2008
July 2, 2008 5:26am
The self loathing and the fear is so strong tonight
I am so terrified that I'm fatter then I think I am and that I just haven't …
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One day forward two steps back
July 2, 2008 3:16am
So after a very successful start to the wk.........I failed again..........I was on overnight last night and overnights make me so cold and …
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hi! i just wanted to welcome you to my group! if there is any info or anything you'd like to have covered...let me know and i will do my best to find it and/or cover it for you! also....if you have words of wisdom....a healthy recipe or anything you'd like to share with the group....please feel free to post it! don't forget to post your "before" pic in our group member picture pages! it's nice for all of us to see..... not only ourselves...but all member's.... as we lose this weight together! hope to hear from you soon! boomertoo
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaI have always been overweight and have always been ashamed of this. I kept my shame under control through regular exercise and healthy eating but then a few stressful events let to me putting on 15kg and I freaked out and stopped eating. I lost 20kg and became quite ill but still had a very healthy BMI. I started eating again but being too tired to exercise began purging instead and that's where I am now. Every week I promise I'll go to the gym & not purge or not eat & every wk I fail.
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Not Working
- Have only seen one dietician and she was obviously anorexic - very offputting
Close Fitness Goals
Type: Be the best you can beHave been struggling with weight my whole life. Used to be very dedicated with exercise but a recent slip in to disordered eating has killed my routine. Am determined to get back to it.
Treatments
- Climbing Somewhat Helpful
- Absolutely love rock climbing but i have yet to find a climbing partner
- Hiking Not Working
- Never helped with weight loss or fitness but great fun
- Kickboxing Somewhat Helpful
- Absolutely loved it but can't afford it
- Personal Trainer Working / Worked
- Brilliant but too expensive for me
- Running Too Soon to Tell
- Want to get back to running but am struggling with motivation
