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strongbow 
12:37pm, February 17, 2009
HATE IS SOMETHING THAT TEARS ME UP INSIDE NO MATTER HOW I TRY TO DEAL WITH IT.....
FEAR IS SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN WITH ME SINCE I WAS BORN..........
LOVE I SOMETHING THAT I FEAR AND CAN NOT DO................
CONFUSED IS WHO I AM.........
PAIN IS SOMTHING I HAVE SUFFERED ALL MY LIFE...........
NEGLECT IM USED TO.........
RAPE I NEVER WANT AGAIN...............
CONFIDENCE IS SOMETHING I HAVE ALWAYS LACKED..............
EMOTIONS ARE CONSTANTLY THERE AND I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THEM...........
ANGER OVERWHELMS ME EVERYDAY.......
DANGER IS SOMETHING THAT THRILLS ME BUT ALSO SCARES ME........
CONTROL IS SOMETHING I HAVE LEARNT TO NEED....
JUST A FEW THINGS ABOUT ME FOR U ALL 2 READ B4 I LEAVE..
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Comments
HUGS! I know what you mean.
Testycatlady
thank u hun.xxx
strongbow
A gifted look inside your self.
weinere46
good luck to you!! maybe soon you will feel like you can come back....
kidsintowe03
hugs i will talk to u on im soon luv ya
amh125ash
hugs hunnie!
CityandColour
Wow, those are my feelings exactly... I hope you find what you need. I hope you find confidence, you are beautiful...You will find love, and you will be great at it.. One day pain free... No more feelings of anger... These are my wishes for you.... Thanks for sharing your most intimate life details with us.. And for supporting us through the hard times.. "The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart” YoU'lL NeVeR WaLk aLoNe...
ldyjane
Im so sad to see you go again Hayley. Im so sorry you didnt find what you needed to heal on DS. Wish I couldve helped you more. All the best for the future Hayley, we will still be here when or if you return. (That is if Im not banned) lol. hugs xxx
SueOz
love you hayley xxxx i have your msnso we can stay in touch xx
happychix
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GIRL AND MISS YOU ALOT AND YOU ARE TRUELY ARE SPECIAL TO ME AND NEVER WILL FORGET YOU AND WILL CRY FOR YOU EVERYDAY AND EVERYTIME I GET ON HERE IF I STAY LONG THAT IS I DONT THING I CAN STAY LONG BECAUSE YOU WAS THE WORLD TO ME AND MY EVERYTHING AND HELPED SO MUCH SO LOVE YOU HAYLEY LOTS............REMEMBER THAT PLZZZZZZZZZZZ.............RUSTY
russ65
I completely know how you feel.
Kacey1228