whiskeytangofoxtrot's Journal

The puppy dog is ok now. He was released this morning, bloodwork seems ok. They told me to just watch him and believe it was just a fluke type thing. Hopefully it was. I can't believe how scared I was.

I am so tired of living with someone who is constantly unhappy, tired, exhausted, and talks to me like someone has stepped on his puppy. It's depressing me. And you wonder why I don't want to Jump Your Bones......duh!

Why is it the only time you put cologne on anymore is right before you go to work?

I think it is absolutely ridiculous that I am made to feel guilty for going somewhere alone. When I tell the girls I am going to the gym by myself and the 12 yr olds cop an attitude I really don't care, they are children and I can go without them once in a while. I go to the gym 3 or 4 times a week with the girls.  They are 12 YEARS OLD!  But then YOU have to add to it, when I say Im going to the gym and your only comment is, "Why aren't you taking the twins?"  I want to punch you.  Last time I checked I am a grown ass woman and should be able to go to the gym once in a while by MYSELF!! And I shouldn't be made to feel like Im neglecting my children by doing so.

You have smoked FOUR cartons of cigarettes in the same time I have smoked one. THAT is a fucking problem darling!

I find it absolutely hilarious that everytime you post something on your facebook, or post something to a comment someone else said.....NOONE else says ANYTHING after that or noone responds or even better........lol......your friends are deleting your comments......Your NOT funny dumbass, you embarress yourself by trying to look like a hero constantly.   Absolutely HILARIOUS!

I am so happy I am starting back at work next week.....so frekkin happy!

You NEVER drive my truck. You act as if you are not worthy too. I have accepted that. So why exactly did you ask me if I would need it tonite for anything? (DO I EVER DO ANYTHING AFTER YOU GO TO WORK THE NIGHT SHIFT? EVER? EVER?) Really? WTF? Why would you even ask me that? So why did you take it to work with you tonite?

I secretly wish you would cheat on me or something sometimes so I wouldn't feel so guily about thinking about leaving you.

I wonder if I were to stop at my girlfriends house everynight before I go in for work if you would allow me to do that? So why exactly do you go over to ****'s house before work? And when did you start doing that? I honestly don't even know how you have friends as negative in life you are.

Oooh, and I seen you text your buddy about having a Dr's appt on Friday....Really?! You said you were done with the Doc. He gave you a clean bill of health. Your fully recovered. So why do you have an appt then? Your a FUCKING LIAR. How do you expect me to be your wife when you hide shit like that from me. Honesty huh? Everything is in the open huh? BULLSHIT! Your my husband but yet again, Im not allowed to love and care for you.

FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!