whiskeytangofoxtrot's Journal

So what is it? Everytime I drop it you do just plain old weird shit...I am home for  a week but lets backtrack a little. Two weeks ago YOU start asking me about Facebook. I don't know anything about Facebook except the fact that I tried at one point a few years ago to do it but didn't like it and always have had my MySpace. You HATE my MySpace. You have flat out stated that I don't need to be on that childish site. And I flat out told you that so long as our 16 year old has one I will have one. I refuse to feed that argument. Being in the military I have freinds all over the world and that is a way for us to keep in touch. I don't care what your opinion of it is and I told you that, you continue to make is a stress point in our life though.  So as you ask me about Facebook, I tell you I know very little and ask you why? You say you got an email for Lori. LORI? I think you havent spoken to her in years. You have had invitations from other people to join these sites. You hate them, they are immature and not meant for responsible adults(your words). But all of a sudden and ex-girlfriend emails you and ask you to join and now here we are 2 weeks later and you not only have a Facebook account being built up, you added the app to your phone. Well welcome to modern technology darling.

Now seriously at this point I really don't care. I don't care about her, I don't care about much anymore. But it amazes me that you would build a Facebook for an ex-girlfriend that you havent spoken to in years but will downgrade me for building a Myspace to keep tabs on OUR daughter. You are such an ass. Whatever dude! What the f*ck ever!

AND whats with turning off your phone? You NEVER turn off your phone. But all weekend you would turn off your phone and leave it on the table. As if you are trying to make a point.  Since we are 'talking' about things now I know that the phone is another one of your so-called issues with me. My phone is ALWAYS on vibrate. I find it extrememly rude out in public to have phones ringing and answering them sometimes. It has ALWAYS been my way to keep my phone on vibrate. But you actually tried to tell me that by doing that was making you think I had something to hide. Ok, I gave you that much. So when I am home my phone stays in the room. Turned on to ring and out in the open. I have NOTHING to hide darling but you seem to think I do. WTF!?!?  Yet, YOU turn your phone off now and think I don't notice it? Are you afraid someone is going to call or better yet, send you an email? I know you have your email directed to notice you by phone and that has to be what you are doing. Just because your email is open to me and I know your password doesn't mean you aren't deleting crap. I see that your trash is ALWAYS empty, even when I sneak in and put something in it just to moniter you. You are smarter than you let me think you are. I know if you are up to no good, you are not calling the person because me, our daughter and your few buddies are the only ones you ever call and text. So it has to be email.  so just because your phone is on the table all don't doesn't mean sh*t to me darling.

This amazes me. You have outright accused me of erasing texts and hiding my phone from you when I have NEVER done either. Do you have that much of a guilty concience that you have to put it on me? Dude, seriuosly if I wanted to F*ck someone I can. I have had COUNTLESS opportunities and could on any given night if I wanted to but I don't. I won't until I have made it clear that I am leaving you for good. Dear God knows I have wanted too though, but I won't.

I just sit here and giggle some more. I have today and tomorrow and I leave again. I have loved spending time with the girls. I HATE being around you and cannot wait to leave again. How said am I that I just WISH I can prove that you are up to no good, so that I won't feel so guilty for leaving your ass when I do.

**oh and I seen that you were all over the Craigs list personals for our area. Curious? Just lookin around? Just seein what kind of stuff is on there? Go ahead, keep snoopin....Please!