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whiskeytangofoxtrot 
10:48am Wednesday
Well 5 pages later and a review from my best friend I have sent an email to my husband explaining everything. I have told him the things that have been bothering me. I have told him that I love him. I have told him that he is a good man and I am not angry. ANd I told him that I have been seriously considering leaving him.
I do not know how he is going to react. I pray that being at home with the girls will keep him somewhat grounded and I HATE how much I am hurting him by doing this.
But I feel like 300 pounds has just been lifted off my shoulders. It is freeing and invigorating as I am not lying to him anymore about how I really feel.
I didn't want to do it specifically this way, with me being gone but I think it will probably be better in the long run so there is no face to face fighting and crying. I will call him tomorrow to speak with him. We will see how that goes.
I'm scared and nervous but I feel really free and good right now.
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I am glad that you have found a little bit of peace but I fear this to be the eye of your storm. Eventually you both will have to have that face to face and I am worried for you. Maybe this will truly open his eyes and this will force him into the changes. But then I wonder if those changes would come too late. You have been so frustrated and unhappy for so long. Twisting and turning just so as to not make waves. I wish you well my dear friend please know that I am here and I am listening.
4BooBoo
I am so glad that you got his attention, but like I've said before you have given him so many chances so don't feel guilty if it's hurting him. This is something that was hurting you so much more. No matter what happens I hope and pray that it is what is best for you. I'm here if you need anything, just let me know.
Ph0enix