whiskeytangofoxtrot's Journal

How foolish was I to get enlightened by your bullshit! To actually get comfortable and think that maybe we were ok and just needed to communicate.

You barely spoke to me all evening. Then this morning you did not speak to me at all. Not even as I try normal interaction conversation. Whatever!(throwing my hands up). I don't know what you want from me or what you want me to do.

I left this morning with giving you a kiss as we ALWAYS do!. Just a peck on the cheek and a simple 'love you babe", I'll see you later" as I leave. You don't even look at me and do not say 'I love you" back!  WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!!  ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE A POINT!!

So I figure with your attitude I'll have an email this morning. No email? Ok, not sure what your problem is. Doing my usual check online, I see that you talked to her twice last night when you went for your walk...intriguing isn't it. How your attitude just flipped on me. I had your phone yesterday. Your call and text log was building again with days of history. Im betting myself when I get home and check your phone it will have all been erased again...

 I dont know what you want me to do. You act in a way that you expect response from your spouse, so what response are you looking for from me. You send me a message opening your heart and professing your love for me then you turn around and treat me like I am a nuisance in your life and home.

It's building darling...... and your laying the foundation.

Thank you for pissing me off just enough......Im going to go run my PRT now and get that done. And will probably do really well now....So I can move on to my school and get my prize.

Yeah, unfortunately I think I will be leaving you when I get it! You inspire me more everyday to be a better person that you are!!