I am in an unhappy marriage with a man that I will never be able to prove that I love. When you love someone with everything that you are but don't see it in their eyes it starts to kill you inside, and I want to get out before it does.
I am in an unhappy marriage with a man that I will never be able to prove that I love. When you love someone with everything that you are but don't see it in their eyes it starts to kill you inside, and I want to get out before it does.
Fun. Kids. Music. Laughter. Honesty. Animals. Cats. Military. Yoga. Friends. Life. Pride. Active. Dedicated. Trucks. Jack Daniels. Beer. Living Life to the fullest.
Fun. Kids. Music. Laughter. Honesty. Animals. Cats. Military. Yoga. Friends. Life. Pride. Active. Dedicated.
November 16, 2009 4:45pm
Well, was going to journal a week as stated previously and still will but life happened and needed to deal with some things. THough I have come …
November 10, 2009 4:12pm
I go to bed wondering if I make a big deal out of nothing. I wonder if I’m being to hard on myself. Or I’m being too critical or hard on …
November 9, 2009 2:55pm
My life is not horrible. But it is so sad at times.
Why am I so unhappy?
You don't beat me. We pay our bills. Our kids are …
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Awesome avi...Check out my new foster in my photos.
BTW I love the new avi. Have you looked on Petfinder.com
Oh and they have asked me if I could take in another foster. Her name is Coco Channel and she is sort of mean but I think that is because she has been isolated in the cage at petsmart and has been completely miserable. They are hoping that since I am so interactive with the other cats I might get her to calm down and warm up a bit. I told them I am probably gonna need me some thick gloves cause she is a major biter but I will try and see if I cant help and become her friend.
Thank you about the comment on my crazy cat lady journal. As for the other journal, trust I have already tried to get it out of his name but the Cred Union won't allow it. The best I could do was get a different loan from another bank I have and I paid a majority off using that. Mind you it didn't cover it all because he is still responsible for 2 credit cards that we had in both our names. Apparently he has maxed them out though. So like it or not I am connected to him still financially and yeah I gotta tell ya it freaking sucks.
..because chocolate can't get you pregnant..here's some hugs n kizzes ...
I suggest you look at petfinder.com I know all of our kitties are on there as well as a lot of other rescue organizations. If you have a specific type of cat in mind you will probably find them there. Be it male or female or long or shorthaired or cat or kitten. Check it out if you really are interested. Plus I am will to take a drive on a weekend if you are really really interested in one and if they happen to be up here. On Petfinder.com though you can find cats in your immediate area. I really will take a drive down there one weekend if you do see one in my area and from my organization. Just let me know.
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For a brief time I thought he may have strayed. Im still not convinced he didn't.
I am currently in the military.
Mother of 12 year old identical twin girls. All natural delivery and no assistance concieving. Ask me anything, I can share my experiences.
I enjoy sex. I love the physical connection. My Husband, not so much. AND his increased size over the years has begun to take it's toll on his ability to perform and desire to perform.
I come from an obese family and am in the Military. I must maintain a level of fitness for the military and want to maintain physical health as I enjoy an active lifestyle.
After many years of unhappiness I have told my husband I want a divorce. I am in the process of trying to see if I want to stay now that there is no hidden feelings anymore.
I belive my husband is addicted to me in a sense of co-dependancy. He sees me as something that must be 'saved' and 'cared for' to the point that it is unhealthy. This has gotten extreme throughout our marriage to the point that his own health and self worth is dangerously volitile.
I have 3 teenaged girls. (includes a set of twins). My parenting style has been called old-fashioned and traditional but seems to be working so far as we have a great relationship.
If(when) I leave my marriage I plan to leave my children with thier father in order to not disrupt thier lives as much. Am looking for other moms experience in doing this.
Mother of 3(including twins), in good physical condition, considering a tummy tuck. Here to educate myself through other's experiences.
My husband has reached the point of obesity. I am here to learn. I fear for his health and his life.
See what I can learn, I eat healthier than most people I think. My husband absolutely does not and I want to make sure I am a good example for my children
