I have been married for 14 years and have thought of leaving it for many of them. He is a good man but not for me. We are too different. I alerted him to this summer of 09 and he says he wants to keep me and make me happy. But I don't want him to be something he is not. He changed, I didn't. I hate his constant negativity. I believe I am leaving him soon.
I have been married for 14 years and have thought of leaving it for many of them. He is a good man but not for me. We are too different. I alerted him to this summer of 09 and he says he wants to keep me and make me happy. But I don't want him to be something he is not. He changed, I didn't. I hate his constant negativity. I believe I am leaving him soon.
I am me. I am the same woman I was 10 years ago. The same one as 15 years ago. I am only a little wiser and more mature. I am that crazy chick in the car next to you at the stoplight dancing and singing in the drivers seat. And I don't care if your watching me. I am very happy with who I am and want to make sure my girls grow up and feel the same way about life themselves.
I am me. I am the same woman I was 10 years ago. The same one as 15 years ago. I am only a little wiser
November 6, 2009 4:07pm
I hate the constant emotional fluctuations that is my life.
Vegas was a nice break from reality for me at least. Our life has changed so …
October 14, 2009 3:57pm
I got nothing ground breaking or exceptional today. Just bored at the moment at work and am trying to kill some time til I can leave.
Im really …
October 12, 2009 10:02am
I asked myself what would I do if given a few hours of freetime, by that I mean, no kids, no job duties, nothing HAVING to get done right now …
September 28, 2009 10:35am
I feel the overwhelming urge to be positive today. I despise coming on here and seeing all the negativity that I give off sometimes. It really is not …
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If I had truly got what I wanted then I wouldn't be sitting here alone with just the cats to keep me company and I would know that there is someone in this world that loves me.... Right now although I am trying to push through it I have to admit I feel completely and utterly alone and lonely. We haven't really had any contact since he moved out. He is suppose to come over Sunday to get the rest of his things and to give me the keys and the garage door opener. I really do think that will probably be the last time I see him until either the divorce is final and/or the house gets sold, which ever comes first.
Thanks it is an absolute cutie isn't it. I was going to put up a CatWoman pic but I saw this and told myself... I have to do it.
Thanks for the journal comment. You made me blush a little.... then smile.
Thanks for the lovin... I am still sorta speechless too. I am trying to stay strong. I think I am in survival mode and I don't know how long it will last but I will try to use it wisely. Hope things are going better for you.
how are u
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