emeraldskye's Journal

Well, I made the mistake of telling my doc I was doing well after my last injections from the other ortho doc and that I had only needed two pills a day for the three days prior to my appointment.  I thought he would be proud of me for doing well for those few days, but little did I know he would take that to mean I only needed two pills a day for the rest of the month and wrote the prescription as such.  I haven't been able to stick to that.  Most days I have needed three, sometimes only two, but a couple days I have needed four.  They told me I could call if I needed more before my next appointment, I just hate that I couldn't keep the two a day going.  I suppose I  am expecting too much from myself.  Arrgghhh!!!  this is frustrating.  I feel like a failure, but I probably shouldn't.  I just have a tendency to be much harder on myself than anyone else.