Called kids from outside. commented as they came in lots of mosquitos. My 9yr old showed me her arm where ' A female mosquito bit me' asked how she knew it was a girl and she puts her hands on hips andsays I read those stupid books you gave me so I know it was a girl. It had a big bloody butt. The stupid books I gave her were books on puberty. So she is assocciating bloody but with being a girl.
kids keep me sane most days. Lots of thunderstorms this early evening so kids & I played board games. They are both so good at thinking plays ahead.
Got me one of my killer migranes. Woke up great.. 15mins later it hit like a ton of bricks. I really don't want to go in for a Demerol IV but it is a bad one. Maybe in morning I will feel better.
Friend Renee came over with birthday cards.. b-day not til the 10th so I am confused why she dropped em off so early. It isn't like we don't talk daily and see each other weekly. Her hubby is such a pain lately. I feel so bad for her.
Goingto attempt to hit sheets early. Usually 3am is when I finally doze off. Maybetake a Vicadon to ease the migrane will help me sleep.
til tomorrow






Having a awful day. James when of the deep end on me last night cause of my oh well additude with myhealth. Problem is I have accepted myself now, I don't like it but accepted it. I have had a migrane since Wednesday. Doc told me when I get one if I still have 3 or 4 days later come in for Demerol IV. I am sceduled for one Monday. Taking any pain pills does not touch it but James thinks I should still take em.. My kidneys & liver are bad so taking pain pills is not helping them out. Today is a day I want to run away.. no I want them to run away and leave me in peace. Would love to curl up in bed and just sleep. Do that and i will have to listen to him when Iget up.. on how laying down isn't helping my weight. Tuff.. I am going to lay down. Days like this I always wish I wouldn't wake back up.
milwmom65
OH SWEETIE SO SORRY THAT YOU ARE HAVING SUCH A TOUGH TIME....WELL TELL JAMES TO GET OVER IT....TAKING PILLS JST DOES NOT FIX EVERYTHING
HOPE U FEEL BETTER SOON.GERRI
gjones