FINALLY!!!
August 1, 2009 5:46pm
Finally after jumping through 100's of hoops all of my doctors have finally seen the light. I am unemployable and will never get better. I …
milwmom65
2:42pm, November 14, 2008
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About Me
milwmom65
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About Me
Pic above is 10yrs old 42yr old SAHM of 2 of 9yr DD & 7yr DS. Married for 2yrs but together for 13. I had a brain aneurysm 3yrs ago and suffered alot of damage and on going problems. Diagnoised with bi-polar 2yrs ago. I have seizures, TMi's, Parkenson's, little short term memory. Between the bi-polar & depression I feel like I am constantly fighting the demons inside me. I am a cutter. During the winter is was easy to hide. The relief I get when I make that cut is undescribable, instant relief. But now with warm weather and short sleeves I am really struggling to cope with everyday life.
Pic above is 10yrs old 42yr old SAHM of 2 of 9yr DD & 7yr DS. Married for 2yrs but together for 13. I had a brain aneurysm 3yrs ago and suffered alot of damage and on going problems. Diagnoised with bi-polar 2yrs ago. I have seizures, TMi's, Parkenson's, little short term memory. Between the bi-polar & depression I feel like I am constantly fighting the demons inside me. I am a cutter. During the winter is was easy to hide. The relief I get when I make that cut is undescribable, instant relief. But
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Photography. cooking. email
Photography. cooking. email
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SOS How to handle a 10yr daughter!!
July 2, 2009 4:53pm
It is sad when all I think about is 8 more years then my 10yr old daughter can move out!! I am having such a hard time dealing with her …
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Can't get much lower here
November 13, 2008 1:08pm
Got my notice.. denied SSID. Pisses me off. 20pg report and it looks like I was judged mostly on testing from 05. Hello... I have had so many strokes …
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Sad
October 17, 2008 9:19pm
I took kids by my dad tonite. I don't stop by as much as I should. we were over there late Sept and he was laughing and played WII bowling with …
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7-2-08
July 2, 2008 10:28pm
Called kids from outside. commented as they came in lots of mosquitos. My 9yr old showed me her arm where ' A female mosquito bit me' …
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HUGS TO YOU MY FRIEND.......HOPE YOU ARE DOING OK
Rainbow
Thanks, I needed a hug today ... It's the 2 month anniversary of his death and my coping mechanism today has been hypo-mania. Yep, scaring everybody with my jumpy behavior, racing speech and being so diametrically opposite of my recent personality.
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hugs hugs for you...have not heard from you hope you are ok
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hey girl been thinking about you hope you are doing ok
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HEY SWEETIE...SORRY I AM BEHIND I HOPE THIS DS STUFF GETS WORKED OUT THAT IS SO WRONG OF THEM TO DENY YOU
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Close Bipolar Disorder
I became Bi-Polar following a brain aneurysm in 2005. I worked in a pharmacy for 11yrs and thought all of these rx's for Bi-Polar are BS. How can you not control your emotions? Now I know 1st hand nad it is awful. I hate myself 97% of the time and my family & friends live on the edge with me 100% of the time. Really want to learn moreabout this and what is all out there to help me
Treatments
- Lamictal Not Working
- Been on 2yrs now.. not working now
Close Aneurysms
In 2005 I had a brain aneurysm. Lost most of the function on left side of brain. I hate not being who I was 3yrs ago.
Treatments
- Surgery, Brain Working / Worked
- It corrected the bleeding problem. But my brain bleed for too long resulting in alot of damage to left side of brain. I have had multiple strokes.
Open Migraine Headaches
I suffer from migranes that last weeks. I had a brain aneurysn in 2005 and a VP Shunt put in 05 also. My neurogist cannot figure out what triggers my migranes. She has tried me every med but the only thing that gives me relief are Demerol IV's
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