Weight-loss goal!!!
September 19, 2009 6:00pm
So.... I weighed myself for the first time for a month and I've lost five pounds :)) I have hope for reaching my goal. But I'm changing my …
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AlisaMarie
2:42pm, January 15, 2009
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About Me
AlisaMarie
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About Me
My name is Alisa..... I've been dealing with depersonalization my whole life but my junior year I developed a panic disorder, which lead to everything else :[ I tried to committ suicide and was put in the psych ward twice... this lead to the discovery that I have an unspecified bipolar 1 disorder, severe depersonalization, panic disorder, and depression. I've been addicted to a lot of stuff but I've been almost completely clean since April 2008. I am now a freshman in college about 8 hours away from home. I hardly experience my depression and bi-polar symptoms at all. As great as my family, friends, and doctors are... they don't get it... and never will. That's why I'm here.
My name is Alisa..... I've been dealing with depersonalization my whole life but my junior year I developed a panic disorder, which lead to everything else :[ I tried to committ suicide and was put in the psych ward twice... this lead to the discovery that I have an unspecified bipolar 1 disorder, severe depersonalization, panic disorder, and depression. I've been addicted to a lot of stuff but I've been almost completely clean since April 2008. I am now a freshman in college about 8 hours away from
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Interests
Art and music are my life. Painting, drawing, drumming, listening, shows, religion studies, writing, exercise, etc.
Art and music are my life. Painting, drawing, drumming, listening, shows, religion studies, writing,
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College
March 3, 2009 10:00pm
Ok... so my whole life I've wanted to run away from Nebraska. I wanted to run far away because my biggest fear is being stuck here my whole life. …
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Lil' Drummer Girl
January 14, 2009 6:49pm
Ok. So.
I'm trying out for the University of Nebraska, Lincoln Drum Line.
I'm a girl, but I AM good.
and I HATE people who say I won't make …
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Didn't do it.
December 18, 2008 11:40am
I'm still sober.
I held the alcohol in my one freakin' hand and I didn't drink it!
I'm very proud of myself, and I know no …
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smoke. alcohol. smoke.
December 12, 2008 6:48pm
I would literally do about anything to have some nicotine right now... or alcohol... or weed... or anything that takes me out of this body.
I'm …
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Pretty simple but try and keep thoughts positive. Once in the rutt of thinking negative it becomes almost a habit.
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i'm doing fine :)
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way to go keep it up
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I'm doing ok...my anxiety has been a bit bad lately but i havent harmed myself about it. Just been recording alot of music to make myself feel better. anytime you wanna chat just add over_burdened1987@hotmail.com and see if im online...cheers
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hmmmm...fine
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Support Groups
Open Depression - Teen
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- It is my life.
- Lexapro Not Working
- Helped with my plan for suicide.
- Music Working / Worked
- It is my life.
- Pets Working / Worked
- I love my dog and he makes me smile.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- happy thoughts=happiness
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Love my therapists.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Great friends.
- Trazodone Not Working
- failure.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Love it.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Saved me.
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
AlisaMarie hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I love my therapists.
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- so so...
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- eh..
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
Treatments
- Willpower Working / Worked
- Took a couple times but I haven't smoked in 4 months.
Open College Stress
I'm not formally in college yet, but it's really getting stressful making all the decisions.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Ugh.
Open Fitness Goals
Type: Maintain a workout scheduleTreatments
- Hiking Somewhat Helpful
- I love hiking, but I never have time to do it.
- Running Working / Worked
- I love running... I try to run at least a mile or two every day
- Weight Training Somewhat Helpful
- Used to lift...but I never find the time to go down to the YMCA to do it...
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I want to lose some weight and keep it off.
Treatments
- Counting Calories Somewhat Helpful
- It made me obsess over food, which I cannot do in college...there's just not time for it.
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- I love healthy foods and I'm very good with getting all my vitamens and everything.
- Eat Less Somewhat Helpful
- I can do it with main dishes, except when it comes to desert. I LOVE sweets. If I could control that, I'd be good.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- I work out 3-4 times a week and quite enjoy it.
Open Food Addiction
I'm not extremely overweight, but I want to cut some pounds. I love sweets a LOT, and that needs to stop.
Open Panic Attacks
I've had panic attacks before and would like to keep them away...
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Xanax Not Working
- DID NOT WORK. I got addicted to it and took 6 times the amount I was supposed too...
Open Phobia
I am terrified of death, for the ones I love and for myself.
Treatments
- Acceptance Somewhat Helpful
- I try to accept it, but it's not happening very easy.
Open Female Sexual Issues
AlisaMarie hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
