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kylieml78 
6:32pm, March 12, 2009
Well its been awhile but I feelilike crap, I am getting counsilling. Its helping but I have not had my Zoloft for over a week and I am feeling it. I have been having breakthru bleeding at least once a day for a couple weeks. Feel very tired......lethargic and just generally blah.
I had a break thru with my last session....but spent the rest of the day in tears on and off. I feel like crying all the time. Feel very down and alone. I know I am not but thats how I feel. My friends are going thru so much I feel like I cant talk to them. Dont want to seem selfish.
I have had it with the kids. Especially the oldest one. My baby is now 6 months has his first tooth. Absolutely gorgey. He is teeting at the mo so not getting much rest at all. I have a few issues to work thru with friends at the mo. Dont know how to approach them with what I need to say.
One of my gfs has a crush on my fiancee. It makes me feel uncomfortable when she is around right now. She is constantly making comments to him that have innuendo behind them. She has tpo be around him all the time and tries to be close all the time. He says he cant see it and I know he wouldnt do anything to hurt me. He has said if her actions are making me feel uncomfortable then it makes him feel that way too.
At the mo she is going thru a rough patch in her marriage so its hard for me to say what I need to. I know its affecting my friendship with her thou. Coz everytime I see her I feel like I am on my defenses and cant relax. How do I tell this friend of mine? I wish I knew.
At the mo finances are hard too I know its hard for everyone. I am getting married in Nov this yr. I am doing it all on a budget....not easy. Its quite hard when you dont have a lot of money.
Oh well back to that thing called life.
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Wow, so glad that you've posted, been wondering how you were doing. You baby is 6 months already, wow! That flew by. As far as your feelings, I'm glad you are getting help, I am not a Dr, but wondering if or how much of this is due to post-partum depression? Regardless, I'm glad you are getting help. As far as not being able to turn to friends, this is a good as place as any if you need to. I too hold back from my friends because everytime I feel like a shed a little true light on things, I feel like they pull back, but starting to think it's me. Hang in there, true friends are willing to lend an ear and do not think you are selfish.
As far as your friend with the crush, if it is making you uncomfortable, maybe you should take a break from her for awhile or talk to her about what's going on in her marriage. I am glad you were up front to your fiance so no invisible resentment or feelings build based on an assumption.
Hang in there, you are getting married this year, have a beautiful new baby and your other kids will come around, we all have our days and some more than others.
HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS
soulgone
sorry to hear of your rough patch. I feel you on much of what you said...Seems ZI am going through kinda similar things:( I hope you feel better and happy six months:)
anjeH