Saturaday...I told my husband how I would love if he came to church with me...Sunday came and he was not there. I was dissappointed...but, as history repeats its self...should I really be suprised. I do not understand, how can I continue to hope, knowing it will not turn out the way I wanted sooooo why do I repeat my self...thinking it would be different this time.
This event or lack of has initated a next step for me. I informed my husband that I would be seeing a anoulment with the church for our lack of a marriage. I gently said this was not a threat but, my communication of my thoughts and action.
I feel so stupid...because when we were dating after 1 1/2 years people were teasing to marry me he decided to break up with me. Yeah....and he has never put me first....and 26 years later I actually think he would not be the same man I married....f---me.....I have heard of dumb people do but, 26 years is too long of a time...no question I am stupid!
Where do I go from here?





