It has been a rough week with tears of pride!!! Said good-bye to my son who joined the Navy.
His pleadge to the US was in black tie-died jeans and a grey/ skull pattern teashirt and sneakers.....lol....I wonder if I would regnoizes him when I see him again.
My daughter that same day called (her father) in a full blown panic attack, I was there with him...and she let me help her...the first in a very long while. She is living in and working in Walt Disney World...My continued prayers for her...She is a bi-polar girl in a women's body.
Also, that same day I woke up feeling sick...by 12 noon I had a 101.8 fever EVERY muscle and joint in my body ached!!! My husband took me back to the apartment and I asked if he would stay with me and after saying he had to go somewhere he decided to stay with me...I am happy he stayed but,....that little shitty voice in my heart says why did you have to ask! I do know both of us are not perfect...and I am very glad he stayed with me for the day.






Aww. I'm sorry that your son left and that you've been so ill. I'm also sorry that your husband was there. That's shitty support. (excuse me, but that's frankly true) After going through spinal and other surgeries and illnesses, I know how hard it is to be sick, scared, worried about kids and alone. I admire you and send you hugs and chicken soup. Let me know if this is something that gets worse or fails to get better. Love and hugs, SARA
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