Never a dull moment
February 28, 2009 11:01am
Well.....I feel I am being tested...Last Tuesday Morn 2/23 at 5 am I had a spontaneous rib fracture. The 11th rib on the right side. I was picking up …
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Lion29
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About Me
Lion29
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About Me
Handling Life's curve balls... It feels like you get a taste and you begin to enjoy and thats when you have let your guard down... http://dailystrength.org/groups/i-just-want-to-be-me come visit...Dare to be YOU!!!
Handling Life's curve balls... It feels like you get a taste and you begin to enjoy and thats when you have let your guard down... http://dailystrength.org/groups/i-just-want-to-be-me come visit...Dare to be YOU!!!
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to have been born a hundred years earlier... There might have been self seeking, personal glorifing, less than human beings back then but...population was less in numbers and more people pulled togather than apart...everybody knew they needed one another to survive. Today in my space on the earth that concept has been forgotton!
to have been born a hundred years earlier... There might have been self seeking, personal glorifing,
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This might be it...
February 22, 2009 9:12pm
Saturaday...I told my husband how I would love if he came to church with me...Sunday came and he was not there. I was dissappointed...but, as history …
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Journal Entry for February 21, 2009
February 21, 2009 4:49am
It has been a rough week with tears of pride!!! Said good-bye to my son who joined the Navy.
His pleadge to the US was in black tie-died …
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Give up so much
February 14, 2009 3:42pm
I was feeling so good about myself. I moved out on my own. I had 2 part time jobs and was making good money...keeping up with my bills and some in …
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It has been awhile
February 3, 2009 11:29am
I made a decision that has changed my life. I have pondered this idea for many years but, have the never give up attitude and stuck it out.
I have …
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If I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I will cope with your moods, And try to understand your needs. When you are angry, I will laugh with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. At times when you wish to talk, My attention will all be yours. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. At times when you must mourn, I shall mourn with you. If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the peace of quiet. When you wish to play, You will always have a playmate. When you feel on top of the world, I'll pat your back and tell you, you deserve to be. You will never be completely alone, A piece of me will always be with you. One thing I can always give, Is the gift of friendship for you to accept. Allow our friendship to make you smile, Bring joy to your life as you have to mine. When you become confused and lose your way, Let me guide you in the right direction. Lean on me when you need support, Let me share your sorrow and pain. What good can a friend really be, If you cannot understand we will always care. If I call you friend, You will always know, A friend you have in me.
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Close Alcoholism
Unable to control my drinking since 2000. . Did not drink for 5 months "the longest"
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Somewhat Helpful
- I have not been committed to it.
- AA Meetings Somewhat Helpful
- I have been in and out of AA. I have not "clicked" with a sponsor. I have had 3 past 2 years. My last sponsor I told I was fighting not taking that first drink I would call her daily she would return my call 1-2 x week. When I told her I did have a drink she said She would not be my sponsor if I was drinking. I am so qaurded about sharing my feelings. I am a sentive person. That is one of personality traits that need refinig.
- Al-Anon Not Working
- husband and family not committed. ( maybe because I am noy)
- Ativan Not Working
- leadsme back to addiction.
- Campral Somewhat Helpful
- IT works if you are ready to quit.
- Cold Turkey Not Working
- Detox Not Working
- 5x
- Folic Acid Working / Worked
- replaces energy
- Librium Somewhat Helpful
- Have only received it in detoux.
- Outpatient Treatment Program Somewhat Helpful
- I have asked for help from professionals and have been let down.A consolure'nursepractioner.The last tx I made to out patient support group I drank and was asked to leave.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- great for sleep problems
- Willpower Not Working
Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- Risperdal Working / Worked
- stopped? weight gain
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Didn't like the post effects due to active cig smoking
- Lithium Working / Worked
- stopped due to abdnormal labs kidney and liver. resolved after stopping. I was actively drinking alchol then and now.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- great mood stablizer!
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Paxil Not Working
- now sex drive
Open Family Issues
Bi-polar alcholic...Dysfunction birth family can relate to people at this site...Can't help birth family but, definately want to help myself.
Treatments
- Family Therapy Working / Worked
- Not worked...Hired a counselour to come to my home with my parents nothing resolved...The brought up negitive things about me. Like my first marriage ending up in divorce after 11 mo and the money they spent on the wedding. Say I am very dramatic and make up stories...etc
- Music Working / Worked
- Karioke to Barbarbra Striesand from childhood till present...Always comforts me.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- not worked always pick the wrong counselour who is clueless...one gave me literature on positives statement to coulor...never discussed issues...I was in my late 30's...Geesh...Another...said they took my insurence and when I got there after the session said she did not...I paid for three visits...And then could not keep up with $125.00/week she would not lower her rate...
- Talking Working / Worked
- Not worked for me...replies always wind up... people talking about themselves and I wind up helping them...
- Writing Working / Worked
- Would start and never finish!
