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BZberta 
7:27pm, July 17, 2009
I am taking two new meds one for my heart and the other fluid. They give me diarhea and that flares my hemmoroids. I just want to feel well again. i watch my husband try to take care of all the house chores and outsided work and I just stay in, lay down some with my oxygen. Try to walk around for strength. It is pretty tiresome. There are times I just feel I can't do this anymore and then I get a whiff of maybe all the pain will go away. I pray, rest, and try not to cry because I know God is still in contol.It would be nice if He would just touch me but then again He has a plan. Rambled enough - maybe tomorrow will be better. There is always hope and I know more of you have more pain than I do. Praying for each one of you. Love and Prayers, Berta
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Sounds AWFUL!! I'm so sorry things are bad right now. I don't think God would mind if you had just one day of a pity party. Seriously, I did it yesterday and it did me a world of good. As many pain pills as it takes, tears, despair, "Why me Lord?" thoughts...the whole nine yards. Sometimes I add chocolate and movies. Seriously it releases the pressure. I think God would be happy to give you a day off.
One time I had a good long fantasy about a very unchristian conversation with a particular doctor. Hmmmm, makes me smile now just thinking about it. Let 'er rip. (Blame it on me!)
I hope things improve soon.
ExDiva