fury2525's Journal

Well i know most of you have still been writing to me, sorry i have not been on much to those who have tried and been nice to me, but in Aug i lost my beloved cat Montana.  And we have been just out of our minds in grieve over here. 

Montana, my beautiful maine coon was 12, but perfectly healthy til just a few months back, he got a herninated disc, couldnt walk, eat or drink, and was worse, my finacee saw him die, right in front of him, he said my cat took 2 breaths and just died.

within two years i lost my boys.  at least they are buried together.

but its been so hard to go on, even with my love dave here, montana was my rock and baby, he was always there for me no matter what, loved me no matter what i looked like, who else does that?

he was just the most sweetest gentlest baby, and i miss him soooo.

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i have also been veryyyyyyyy sick lately, with ear infections, fever, violent headaches, and my fibromyalgia, only this last month did a doctor finally give me something for the pain, a muscle relaxer, but it only does so much and im only supposed to take it at night so how am i supposed to get through the day.

with my left arm the pain its tearing me apart i can barely lift it up to do much of anything. sometimes i drop things.

hope everyone else is ok,

lish