Journal Entry for October 4, 2008
Well i know most of you have still been writing to me, sorry i have not been on much to those who have tried and been nice to me, but in Aug i lost …
I am an Artist/Poet. I was a sub teacher for a while. I have also taught 4th & 5th graders drawing and painting. I have been with a great man for 4 yrs and 4 months. Been engaged for over a year. I am part Irish/Scots, I protect those I love. I put over 100% into my relationships. I hate liars and injustice. Nothing is easy in this world but its never been a perfect world. We all have gifts to offer this world. If the world will just give us a chance.
I am an Artist/Poet. I was a sub teacher for a while. I have also taught 4th & 5th graders drawing and painting. I have been with a great man for 4 yrs and 4 months. Been engaged for over a year. I am part Irish/Scots, I protect those I love. I put over 100% into my relationships. I hate liars and injustice. Nothing is easy in this world but its never been a perfect world. We all have gifts to offer this world. If the world will just give us a chance.
I love my artwork, sewing, crafts, gardening, outdoors. My cat Montana. A beautiful maine coon. I share many interests with my soulmate, we love woodworking, crafts, wolves, log homes.I love Celtic things. music: country, celtic, cajun, new age, christian, zz top, 80's. I prefer quiet times like near small waterfalls, woods, out in the country. I love to play cards and i play to win, board games, word games. I used to be a bowling leaguer, rockhounder, spelunker, dancing. Things have quieted down due to arthritis as most sufferers will tell you. You just learn to live with the pain.
I love my artwork, sewing, crafts, gardening, outdoors. My cat Montana. A beautiful maine coon. I share
Well i know most of you have still been writing to me, sorry i have not been on much to those who have tried and been nice to me, but in Aug i lost …
For a few more days I will be taking time off from the hell here going on,
I have things going on more important.
I do check my messages and will …
Hi,
I am wanting to make some friends in Kentucky who live near Elizabethtown. Which is 45 miles southeast of Louisville.
I am seeking female …
In every garden there stands a neglected dying flower
that no one notices or wants.
While her sisters proudly stand in knowledge that they
were chosen …
Winter is a cold lover to the land,
even though the land is ready to recieve.
Trees act as outstretched arms to embrace.
But Winter's breathe …
i have had anxiety since i was little,and its still here more than ever and still growing.
I was a sub teacher for a 1 1/2 and starting having bad pain in knees when i went up steps. I also have it in both hips, a left ankle i broke.
I have had back pain for many years,& have been in two serious car accidents. I slipped a disc once when i was in college. Pain is so bad makes it hard to stand.
I am needing support I need a job at home, due to my illnesses and my finacee having epilepsy and he needs me here due to his seizures being uncontrolled. not sure if this is right group?
I didnt know i had it, til i was in a serious car accident and both arms went numb on me, i went to a neurologist and was tested(painfully), i have it sereve from hands,wrists, up to shoulders, its very difficult for me to lift things.
I have no idea how long I have had this, been many yrs ago I was diagnozed with it, but present doctors dont treat me for it.
Ever since I was a teenager I had some kind of pain all the time, back then no one cared. As an adult not much different. I have pain throughout many parts of my body, some meds only work in some areas, and most of the time nothing works.
many things wrong in my family life as i grew up and not better, i had 2 abusive ex-marriages, an abusive son. father and mother still playing mind games of control
I have had allergies of somekind most all of my life, some from childhood, but not diagnozied. I know dust, grass, ragweed,pollen, bee sting,(not sure that counts here), smoke bothers me, i get like asthmatic, prob since i have bronchitis. certian smells.
The only people in my family who loved me are dead, my grandparents. My mother and father are abusive and controlling, my only sibling and i dont talk at all. And we all live only mins away from each other. My son and i dont talk either.
i was just recently diagonized with this, but was given nothing for the pain,
i have had problems with some foods over the year, some i just dont eat cause they arent my favorites so i dont miss them, recently i had a bad attack and others think it might be MSG.
i think i have a problem with msg, i had a severe reaction. and need help in finding things to eat.
i have had hiatal hernia for a long time,with gerd, and problems with my esophagus choking, had 3 emergency surgeries.
my blood pressure is not always high, but stress or pain makes it go up, and i am under alot of both
i think last time mine was tested was 264, but was a few yrs ago, doctors office doesnt do anything about it or even talk to me about it.
ever since I started my longest job of 17 yrs, i had it. I would be lucky if i get 2 hours here and there, but even if i do sleep longer when im not feeling well or sick, im never rested. My finacee has this too.
had it for a long time now, i try to cope with it, since its the least of my worries right now
I have had headaches most all my life, i have been told i have migraines, clusters, sinus, tension ...its like you name it, i have it. lol.
I have become overweight since i was 6 or 7, when we moved to another town, my mom fed me peanut butter sandwiches, guess she didnt or couldnt cook, and was nervous, I have had an abusive and controlling family, 2 bad ex-marriages, horrible job for 17 yrs, loads of stress and tension, and health issues. what else do you wanna know?
when they started i could mentally talk myself down from them, but over the yrs they control me, and im scared. right now i cant tell the difference btw a panic attack and a food allergy reaction.
i have fear of hieghts, agoriphobia (not sure if spelled right), choking, dying,(due to panic attacks i think), i have social anxiety disorder,too, dental phobia due to last visit, i was forced to have teeth pulled, i never signed anything, given 12 shots, my heart felt like would explode, both my right arm and leg were moving up and down hard hurting me, i had a full blown attack ..
I think I have had this a long time, and my sister has it too, by luck I was able to have a son in spite of this illness, but the only help i get from the free clinic is birth control pills and im 50 now, and I still go through the crampings of a period.