nothingworks's Journal

            well lets see a little about me sence i am new. I am 26 years old happily married to a wonderful man i have 3 kids 8 months daughter and custody of my 9 year old adhd nephew and 11 year old diabetic asmatic nephew  but both mine tell 18 so 3 kids. i had pain most of my life was not tell 2 years ago they found out if was chrons. i am very broken and usually can keep my spirets up but latly it hard to look to the brighter side of things they say i have asthma,gerd,ulcers,chrons,hypoglycimia,endometriousis,and cronic cysts. they also said i could never carry a baby well my daughter is proof that was wrong.its hard to hold a job when you have a episode atleast 1 time each month  i sorry started as a about me and turnied into a pitty party i know there are people out there worse off then me so i should just stop and thank God i am fixable.well this is me i am a mess i can give great advice but cant take any for myself. my dr gets mad because he calls me a fixit says you cant save the world and by stressing your only hurting yourself.lol then he asked me if i was trying to be the next mother theresa well thats not the case but i was always tought to put others befor yourself and i try and help people irronicly i got  offerd a job being a consler so we will se how that goes. well going to go for now.              

                                         ali