VLeww's Journal

I've kinda been freaking myself out.

I wanted a baby so bad, and now I don't even wantt o think about having another baby ever,

and my chest hurts so bad and my back.

I've been sleeping all day, from like 10-5 I slept pretty much all night too

first time I slept all night by myself.

I guess all the faking hte smiles and laughs wore me out.

I just want to crawl somewhere and be forgotten because I feel like I'm only hurting people.