VLeww's Journal

I hate crying. All it does for me is get my face wet and wash away my make up.

But I've been crying ever since Sunday.

Things havn't gotten better one bit,

well maybe a little. I can eat, that's good I guess.

Will got me a stuffed animal puppy and a baby blanket yesterday as memorials for our loss baby.

I thought it was very nice of him. I've been prettymuch attached to the stuffed animal since.

I got my babies booties out, and I put them on the stuffed animal. I named her Isabella,

I miss my baby so much.

I'm getting a shot for my PH- thing today. Then after that I am spending the night at Wills.

and then him and my family are going up north to see family.

I really don't want to. I look horrible, and I feel horrible.

I don't want people seeing me like this.

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