I havent written one of these in awhile
So, this is mys first journal entry in awhile, but some stuff has been bothering me on here lately so i thought id write an entry. i joined …
is feeling Horrible
i should be happy right now, but for some reason im not
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Hi, my name is brandon....im 16 and bisexual. i joined this site because my aunt told me about it and i wanted to make friends who were like me....ive met so many amazing people on this website and id like to think that ive helped people on here during the time ive been a member....i love the city and i love meeting new people....even if they arent like me.....lol. i hope to be an opera singer or broadway performer someday and if that doesnt work out i want to become a lawyer. If i had to describe myself in one word, it would be "complicated." lol. i lie a lot of different things and i dont really fit into any set mold....im a very tolerant person with an open mind who just wants to make friends...I've been through A LOT of shit in my life, but i try to leave it in the past (im STILL trying to convince myself that the saying "what doesnt kill u just makes u stronger" is true....lol).....the only thing that makes me mad r fake people, rapists, and attention-seekers. I also think of myself as an idealist and a dreamer. if u want to know more about me, feel free to read my journal entries or send me a chat request or something....i will talk to anyone about anything.
My interests are just as varied as my personality.....somedays im into very gay things and then other days im not.....but the things that im constantly interested in r Hot guys, girls (u know how people say that some guys are so hot they can turn straight guys gay? well, i will only dat a girl whos hot enought to turn me straight....lol)Theater, Opera, Friends, meeting people, helping people, learning new things, reading, writing, singing, acting, and playing the piano (i've been playing for nine years and will hopefully have videos up soon.....if this site will let me.....it doesnt seem to like my camera for some reason....lol) oh, and i LOOOOOOOOOOVE fashion.....im hoping to improve my drawing skills so i can design costumes and stuff....or just create things that r so fantasy and sci-fi that they look good on paper but arent possible to bring to life.....lol).....some of my current interests that im not sure will last r wanting to be elle woods.....lol, and music that isnt classical or broadway (evanescence, my chemical romance-just that black parade song, plain white t's-delilah, all american rejects-it ends tonight, and alicia keys. one other thing that i forgot to putr in the constant interests is that i like to think of myself as an activist....i love to be a part of "causes" if u know what i mean. id love to start a revolution.....lol.
So, this is mys first journal entry in awhile, but some stuff has been bothering me on here lately so i thought id write an entry. i joined …
hope u feel better soon
thanks for the rainbow, its perty :) :P im just a little lonley, and, my baby cousin came down yesturday, and cute as she is...she hasent stoped crying...hows everything with you, how was your new year, gots any resolutions?
just wishing you a beautiful day!
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Im biracial and bisexual and i live with my mom and her fiance and a bunch of brothers. i feel like the only people i really have a great relationship with in my family are my aunt and her fiance who live in california. my family at home doesn't really seem to understand me at all. Hopefullt things will get better soon.
Happened two years ago when i was 14....if i trust u, ill tell u about it, but i dont want it out there for the whole site to read.
Um, think its pretty obvious why im in this group.....lol.
....im about to go back to my high school after being away for a year....its the first time im going there and im taking two honors classes and a ton of electives....im extremely nervous about going back because the school is huge and im worried about getting lost and i dont know how people will react to the new (and improved) me....
I dont graduate high school for two more years and i plan to take a year off from school before going to college, but i feel like i could fit into so many different schools and i cant decide which one.....i wanted to go to either georgetown or george washington university, but since both thier financial aid sucks, they're out of the question and i would love nothing mroe than to go to yale and get my bachelors and then go to yale law school or harvard law school...i just dont know at the moment
I don't think that i have depression right now...i honestly just feel bogged downwith a lot of shit....but id like to meet teens whosuffer from depression so maybe i can help them and help myself at the same time.
I think one of my really good friends has anorexia and im so worried about her and i dont know how to help her.