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I was almost at a year and I threw it all away. I was too scared to reach a year and so I sabbataged it before hand. How lame am I?
I am a pasionate person who cares about the people around me. I am outgoing and possitive that there is not a shy bone in my body! I love horses in everyway. riding, training, or just grooming., There is such healing power in a horse. they just seem to make it better. I am a student in psychology and eventually want to start a ranch that combines the horses and healing. I have battled depression for a lot of years and have been to the edge and back and know now with all my heart that Christ is my reason to live! I have battled cutting for a lot of years as well and am sure that in God's timing I will be healed of both wether that be this side of Heaven or the next!
I am a pasionate person who cares about the people around me. I am outgoing and possitive that there is not a shy bone in my body! I love horses in everyway. riding, training, or just grooming., There is such healing power in a horse. they just seem to make it better. I am a student in psychology and eventually want to start a ranch that combines the horses and healing. I have battled depression for a lot of years and have been to the edge and back and know now with all my heart that Christ is my
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Horses, music, Surfing , writing poetry, Basketball, reading, leading our local youth group, acting,
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I was almost at a year and I threw it all away. I was too scared to reach a year and so I sabbataged it before hand. How lame am I?
Cant breathe cant think all I want to do is not exist. I treed to kill myself and when it didnt work i got up for work and went on with my day as if …
Cant breathe cant think all I want to do is not exist. I tired to kill myself and when it didnt work i got up for work and went on with my day as if …
Chrissy,
A prayer for you this morning sweetheart. i'm sorry for cutting our chat so short last night. I crashed shortly after I got off DS. I hope that you're doing okay. Take care and may God rain down his many blessings upon you always.
Love and Hugs,
Chris
thank you. i hope you feel better soon hun!
Come on! You can do it. You deserve to feel much better. One day at a time! Billi
kiss for forehead, hope u feel better soon
my honor chrissy, keep battlin
I battle depression very bad. I use the word battle for a reason because every day is a battle to stay alive
I have battled with self injury for about 10 years. since I was 13. I started by scratching cause it just removed the anger and pain but it has gotten worse over time. I cant even count the scars now and I ahve switched between 3 places because of the weather. Some days I can do over 25 scars in one day. I am starting to seek help in this and let people in. It is hard but I know that my God is good and that he will place the right people in my life that i need to get through this!~
My mum has been married 6 times and some of those father's were very abusive and growing up my mother was always emotionally abusive towards me. So needless to say we have a good long distance relationship but in the same house we would kill each other. I didnt grow up with a father he walked out when I was 5 adn has never been heard from since. I have battled depression and Self Injury since I was 13. I had so many emotions and had no where to put them..That is me and part of my story!