christinajeanne's Journal

I'm sorry I've been off daily for such a LONG time! I missed everyone! Things have just been so crazy and hectic. It's hard to explain it all but here it goes: I had oral Surgury and could not use the computer for a week I was sooo sick! I had a bad reaction to the medication they gave me. I was not even using the computer for ages. Then I hurt my back and was in physical therapy for that. I'm still having pain! But, I'm doing the exercises and using the cold packs. It is getting me through. So much happened with our financial situation but it turned out ok in the end. Still struggling... My fiance will hopefully be back by January and we are talking about him living with me. Which I am excited about! but, I don't want to get my hopes up too high. I'm still struggling with my aunt but am controling my behavior and working on boundaries which is very helpful to me. I am seeing a counselor and am on antidepressents now which seems to be helping me. I am not 100% but I'm at least 90% better. Progress not perfection. Taking it one day at a time. Now I think I have an infection in my gum! Not fun! gotta go to a dentist ASAP! I had a dog for a day I miss him his name was Joaquin. I named him that! Now I have been feeling super tired and have been overeating again. Not good at all! so tomorrow I am going to be eating macrobitioc again. I need to desluge my body! I am realizing I need to take an active role in my own happiness. These past few months have been life changing! i'm sorry I left I am back now though! Trying to catch up with everyone! Luv ya,

Christina